Hey,
Sorry for my absence.
I’ve been very poorly mentally, all my yearly goals down the drain, but it’s life I guess, I’m in therapy and I’m still fighting for better days, so there’s that.
This is pride month, and it’s been a while in coming but I finally came out on IG to everyone, except for my hubby who has for the most part been there for my own discovery and exploration I’ve not come out to anyone in person, I’m still a bit insecure I assume.
I’ve been wanting to share this with everyone since after I read Let’s Talk About Love last year because I just knew, but then I kept doubting myself, still when I read Loveless this year, I questioned yet, but I knew, I knew I could stop feeling weird, feeling abnormal because out there there were others like me.
It was still hard to find my niche, and being a white married woman just made me feel awkward to proclaim it. I didn’t want to steal or occupy more space, you know? Also, who would believe me?!
It’s definitely been a journey in discovery and I never felt confident enough to share, until now I guess.
Makes sense I feel free and more confident this month, more than others 🏳️🌈
But, here it is.
The ace spectrum is large but I think gray is the one for me. Although I’m still discovering and questioning inside the spectrum.
Also, I’m definitely panromatic, the one I think I was aware the soonest, even though I didn’t have a name for it.
#panromantic #graysexual #acefamily #lgbtqia #pridemonth #thisisme
Also, I have a new set out in 6 days and 22 hours, it was shot by @plum and I hope you love it. Although, I still wish my last one had been FP, it was my 40th celebration and it’s my hottest set to date.
Here’s a little preview of the title and theme of the next one ☺️
My week is starting with a hangover and feeling sick but hopefully I’ll turn it around.
Hope you have a great one and in a week don’t forget to come check my new set 💕
xoxo
Caia
@eirenne @lemon @penny @missy
