caia

Hello muggles and wizards!



HAPPY TATTOOSDAY




I know it has been a long time... but since I started working it's difficult to find time for much between hubby, pets, yoga and entertainment (dinners with friends, weekends with family, reading and watching shows and movies)... and getting tattooed

I started yoga every week day for my mental health more than anything, although I want to start pushing a bit harder so I can keep eating as much



I need to shoot more for SG and Zivity... but sometimes it just seems there's no point and little time

The shootfest is coming and I can't wait to meet all those ladies!

I am so thankful already for the awesome experiences I got to live due to this site, I just feel a bit sad that my expectations are always so high and I can't meet them. Although I know my work is recognized by you peeps, I don't think it is the same with the staff, not even now with sets at 98%. It is just so hard nowadays with so many new young and sassy hot ladies, to be seen and enough to go FP.

Again I am thankful for all the friendship, support and love I have received, specially this last couple of years. <3

It annoys me that some people think I complain to much or I am ungrateful. It is really not the case, although of course I get it, not everyone has to 'like' it but just don't fret me with your unwanted attention and advice. I am a real person with feelings probably different from yours so don't put things in a way that I feel treated like I am just a spolied bitch, which even if I was, it still wouldn't give you the right to make me feel guilty about my feelings. We all have issues right?


Moving on with more interesting things:

In a month my new set 'Bad Reputation' will be in MR. It was shot by the talented sights in a really beautiful place!



SO don't forget to mark the 19th of Sept on your calendars


A lot of pictures:

If you have seen them all you're approved

I guess it's time to tell another very unfortunate event, that has been spoiling my mood and sense of satisfaction (I'm super sad).

Monday Morning I wake up and my 13K instagram account disappeared. I was never flagged or warned ever!

I created a new one @caia_suicide which some of the girls and peeps have been helping me to come across again. But I am in truth very dishearted It took me 3 yrs to get there and a lot of trying for @suicidegirls IG to notice me this last year and now this... argh.

I guess this is testing me...

My face after all that...



Anyway I know you want to 'hear' less of that and see more of this



Me today



Vids which you can check here and here .


Well there's a lot still to share but I think you probably had enough for now

Stay cool lovies. Namaste!