cahrizz

I'm hitting a sweet spot in life.

I don't care about all the bull shit. Insecurties are fleeing in a masss drove of obviously not needed fears or concerns. My life has bourne out my ability to surivive some pretty harsh situations. I have been trained to kill and to save lives. I'm more about wisdom than straight up knowledge. I guess it's like this you can train a guy to play the piano for twenty-some odd years and learn him up and down and across and sideways when it comes to the contruction of music and then a five year old kid can sit at a piano and play music that man has tried to wring out of the depths of his soul. The kids alive and the man's long since started living in the house of the mummies.


There's a beauty to truth. There's a beauty to knowing we all have limits and that were fallible and shit happens and it can be perfectly random or already divined but you'll suffer it one way or the other.

Me I'm gonna rock out and float on througha few songs and enjoy the day. Watch complexity fall away,
jump in puddles, get dirty and enjoy the texture of the mud.
Watch two people outside their cars argue you right and wrong while I get along just sitting and listening to my song. Then I'm gonna find a big hill to roll and tumble down. Feel the grass making my back itchy when it's alchemy combines with my sweat and dig that feeling of butterflies dancing in my tummy and the pure joy.

See from a distance a man and woman struggling with their emotions and coming out screaming with hurt looks sculpted in their faces.

i'm gonna walk up to random beauty and plant a kiss on her and walk on. Temporal and temporary. I'm going to carry on as the clock moves in it's endless circles. I'm going to know that space is cold but black velvet with a bunch of holes punched in it with luminous white shooting through it makes you feel like you're flying.

Gonna hop in my car with a clutch of good music and go no where and get somewhere.