wow of all the shittiest possible days
my weekend was madness so much i wanted to do but couldn't do a damn thing b/c of where i am and really what i am.
and that means yes...that's right BACK TO THE MOTHER FUCKING SAND BOX
OH AND IF ANYBODY BELIEVES THAT I MANIPULATE FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU FUCKING OVER-AGED HIPPY NEW WAVE SHITTIEST BAND I'VE EVER HEARD MOTHER FUCKER!!!!
BEGIN TO UNDERSTAND WHAT RESTRAINT IS BECAUSE I HAVE USED IT. I KNOW DISCIPLINE YOU CAN'T EVEN BEGIN TO FANTHOM. LET'S JUST SAY I'VE HAD more than my share chances to know what it's like to take somebody's life and not once did i.
SO GO AHEAD AND TOSS ALL OF YOUR INSECURITIES ON ME AND RUN RUN MOTHER FUCKER BECAUSE ONE DAY YOU WON'T RUN INTO ME BUT BIG FAT FUCKING KARMA. AND KARMA'S A MOTHER FUCKER.
YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE TO BE RAPED???? THE HUMILATION SPAT IN YOUR FACE BY COPS WHAT IT'S LIKE TO WATCH A MAN BEAT YOU WITH A BAT BECAUSE YOU JUST PUZZLE AT THE WORLD. YOU KNOW I COULD HAVE TORN THAT MAN UP... THAT IS NOT ME. I DO NOT GO AROUND HURTING PEOPLE. I SOAK UP PAIN AND NOW WELL NOT FOR A COWARD LIKE YOU....
NO WONDER YOU ARE SHITTY ARTIST. AT THE AGE OF THIRTY-SIX AND STILL WITH ROCK STAR DREAMS.
COME ON COME ON ARREST THIS GOLDEN HYpNOTIST...
KARMA POLICE ARREST THIS MAN!
MY NICE GUY CARDS ARE ALL PLAYED OUT. AND FROM HERE FORTH I AM THE REVENGE OF SHAKEPEARE AND IF I LIVE THROUGH THIS NEXT TOUR I WILL EMBODY REGRET. I WILL BE THE PERSONIFICATION , THE INCARNATION OF ALL OF EVERYBODY'S REGRET. I AM GOING BACK TO BREAKING HEARTS
LISTEN TO THEM CRASH AND IN A FLASH YOU THOUGHT YOU COULD FEEL THAT STEADY ELEVATOR IN YOUR CHEST DROPING AND FALLING AND WHEN THIS NEXT BLISTER BURSTS ON THESE FEET FROM WALKING THROUGH TOO MANY DREAMS
AND WHEN EVERYTHING SEEMS
NECESSARY
I'M GONNA BARK OUT AND HOWL
THE MOON IS MY NEW GOD
THIS JOKE OF LIFE
IS WHAT WITH THIS KINFE
I WILL CARVE OUT
STARVE OUT
THESE LAST VESTIGES OF
FORGIVENESS
LOOK INTO THESE SAD EYES AND FEEL THE COLD ANGER BURN
WAIT UNTIL THE FLAMES CATCH AND EVERYWHERE YOU TURN
I AM THE GHOST HAUNTING THE SHADOWS
THE WANT OF JUST ONE MORE DRINK
NOW WHAT DO YOU THINK
HOW CAN YOU THINK
WHEN THESE DEVILS BURN THE CALMNESS OF MEADOWS
NO MORE GENTLE FERRIES BUT THOSE EVIL LITTLE ONES
THAT SEND YOU TO A TOO DEEP SLEEP
SOON MY GUN WILL BE BACK IN MY HAND
AND I'LL SLEEP WITH HER NIGHT AFTER NIGHT
INT THOSE TWISTED VISIONS OF BOMBS GOING OFF
COME ON MOTHER FUCKER YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE
THE ONLY ONE I'M GONNA SCOFF AT
THIS TIME I'M STOPPING THE BAT
FROM COMING DOWN
THE COPS WON'T RESTRAIN THIS PAIN
AND THOSE STEPS I WALKED UP WITH MUIRDER IN MY HEART
YES YES
FROM THE START
IN THESE BLACKENED FLAMES I HAVE A HEALED HEART
HEALED LIKE THE DEAD PARTS REANIMATED
FRANKENSTEIN'S CURSE
I CARRY BLOOD IN THESE VEINS FROM THE CAT WHO STOLE FIRE FROM THE GODS
NO MORE BOULDERS TO PUSH UP A HILL AND ROLL BACK DOWN
WHEN I FOUND THIS HERE SLEDGE HAMMER
AND WHAT I BEGIN TO SHATTER
RELEASED FROM THESE PRISONS AND KNOW IT
FEEL IT
IT'S COMING FOR YOU THROUGH THE WIND
THIS ISN'T SOMETHING PETTY LIKE HATE THAT I SEND
FRIEND
FIREND
FRIEND
THAT THUNDER WAS MY MOCKING LAUGHTER
AND KNOW HOW THESE CUTS HEAL AND SCARS ARE LEFT
BUT WITH YOU I WILL LEAVE IN ROT
YOU SHOULD NEVER HAVE TRIED TO PLAY WITH ME SON
YOU ARE OF THE MALE RACE BUT MAN IS TOO MUCH FOR YOU
AND IT AIN'T ABOUT MACHISMO
IT'S ABOUT THE STRENGTH OF SOUL AND CHARACTER
YOU LACK
BUT GUESS WHAT
I'M BACKKKK
IN A BIG WAY
WOKE UP STRUGGLING TO GET BY
SOMETIMES QUESTIONED IF IT WASN'T BETTER TO JUST DIE
NO MORE TEARS
SO I COULDN'T CRY
ALL THOSE AROUND ME ALL THEY COULD DO WAS SIGH
AND I KNOW THAT NOW THIS FORGE HAS SEALED ME
AND THE MOLD'S BEING BROKEN NOW
YOU FEELING MEEEE!!!!!!!!!!
AND I STEPPING OUT NEW AND SHINEY
EMPATHY WILL BE SPENT WISELY FROM HERE ON OUT
AND WITH THIS TORCH I CARRY,
I WILL ERASE THE DARKNESS OF DOUBT
THAT HAD SURROUNDED ME
INDESCIVE LIKE A FUCKING JUNKY
NOW WISDOM
NOW TEMPERANCE
NOW I WILL NOT SHY FROM MY VOICE
THE POWER THAT CAUSED ME TO SPEAK SOFTLY
AND COME ON COME ON
I'M RIGHT HERE
COME ON
COME
ON
I FEEL TEN MEN STRONG
JUST GO PLAY WITH YOUR LITTLE BONG
BLAME IT ALL THE REASON YOU CAN'T WRITE A SONG
WHEN I HIDE
I HIDE BECAUSE DANGER REALLY LURKS FOR ME
CAN'T YOU SEE???
THIS I WILL NEVER LET BE
RESTLESS
BREATHLESS
I STARTED RUNNING
THIS IS GONNA BE MORE FUN THEN
PULLING FLIES WINGS OFF AND WATCHING THEM STRUGGLE
FEEL ME
YOU BETTER KILL ME
COME ON
COME ON
COME
ON
I'M COMING
EYES GLOWING IN RAGE
TEMPERED BY THE SAGE
THAT SPEAKS TO ME
BUT OF REVENGE I WILL BE FREE
1046 PAGES ABRIGDGED VERSION
I'M NOT REALLY A COUNT EITHER
BUT TITLES CAN BE BOUGHT
THESE EMOTIONS ARE FROUGHT
FOAMED RAGED WAVES ALL THROUGHOUT
AND STILL I HAVE YET TO SHOUT
my weekend was madness so much i wanted to do but couldn't do a damn thing b/c of where i am and really what i am.
and that means yes...that's right BACK TO THE MOTHER FUCKING SAND BOX
OH AND IF ANYBODY BELIEVES THAT I MANIPULATE FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU FUCKING OVER-AGED HIPPY NEW WAVE SHITTIEST BAND I'VE EVER HEARD MOTHER FUCKER!!!!
BEGIN TO UNDERSTAND WHAT RESTRAINT IS BECAUSE I HAVE USED IT. I KNOW DISCIPLINE YOU CAN'T EVEN BEGIN TO FANTHOM. LET'S JUST SAY I'VE HAD more than my share chances to know what it's like to take somebody's life and not once did i.
SO GO AHEAD AND TOSS ALL OF YOUR INSECURITIES ON ME AND RUN RUN MOTHER FUCKER BECAUSE ONE DAY YOU WON'T RUN INTO ME BUT BIG FAT FUCKING KARMA. AND KARMA'S A MOTHER FUCKER.
YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE TO BE RAPED???? THE HUMILATION SPAT IN YOUR FACE BY COPS WHAT IT'S LIKE TO WATCH A MAN BEAT YOU WITH A BAT BECAUSE YOU JUST PUZZLE AT THE WORLD. YOU KNOW I COULD HAVE TORN THAT MAN UP... THAT IS NOT ME. I DO NOT GO AROUND HURTING PEOPLE. I SOAK UP PAIN AND NOW WELL NOT FOR A COWARD LIKE YOU....
NO WONDER YOU ARE SHITTY ARTIST. AT THE AGE OF THIRTY-SIX AND STILL WITH ROCK STAR DREAMS.
COME ON COME ON ARREST THIS GOLDEN HYpNOTIST...
KARMA POLICE ARREST THIS MAN!
MY NICE GUY CARDS ARE ALL PLAYED OUT. AND FROM HERE FORTH I AM THE REVENGE OF SHAKEPEARE AND IF I LIVE THROUGH THIS NEXT TOUR I WILL EMBODY REGRET. I WILL BE THE PERSONIFICATION , THE INCARNATION OF ALL OF EVERYBODY'S REGRET. I AM GOING BACK TO BREAKING HEARTS
LISTEN TO THEM CRASH AND IN A FLASH YOU THOUGHT YOU COULD FEEL THAT STEADY ELEVATOR IN YOUR CHEST DROPING AND FALLING AND WHEN THIS NEXT BLISTER BURSTS ON THESE FEET FROM WALKING THROUGH TOO MANY DREAMS
AND WHEN EVERYTHING SEEMS
NECESSARY
I'M GONNA BARK OUT AND HOWL
THE MOON IS MY NEW GOD
THIS JOKE OF LIFE
IS WHAT WITH THIS KINFE
I WILL CARVE OUT
STARVE OUT
THESE LAST VESTIGES OF
FORGIVENESS
LOOK INTO THESE SAD EYES AND FEEL THE COLD ANGER BURN
WAIT UNTIL THE FLAMES CATCH AND EVERYWHERE YOU TURN
I AM THE GHOST HAUNTING THE SHADOWS
THE WANT OF JUST ONE MORE DRINK
NOW WHAT DO YOU THINK
HOW CAN YOU THINK
WHEN THESE DEVILS BURN THE CALMNESS OF MEADOWS
NO MORE GENTLE FERRIES BUT THOSE EVIL LITTLE ONES
THAT SEND YOU TO A TOO DEEP SLEEP
SOON MY GUN WILL BE BACK IN MY HAND
AND I'LL SLEEP WITH HER NIGHT AFTER NIGHT
INT THOSE TWISTED VISIONS OF BOMBS GOING OFF
COME ON MOTHER FUCKER YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE
THE ONLY ONE I'M GONNA SCOFF AT
THIS TIME I'M STOPPING THE BAT
FROM COMING DOWN
THE COPS WON'T RESTRAIN THIS PAIN
AND THOSE STEPS I WALKED UP WITH MUIRDER IN MY HEART
YES YES
FROM THE START
IN THESE BLACKENED FLAMES I HAVE A HEALED HEART
HEALED LIKE THE DEAD PARTS REANIMATED
FRANKENSTEIN'S CURSE
I CARRY BLOOD IN THESE VEINS FROM THE CAT WHO STOLE FIRE FROM THE GODS
NO MORE BOULDERS TO PUSH UP A HILL AND ROLL BACK DOWN
WHEN I FOUND THIS HERE SLEDGE HAMMER
AND WHAT I BEGIN TO SHATTER
RELEASED FROM THESE PRISONS AND KNOW IT
FEEL IT
IT'S COMING FOR YOU THROUGH THE WIND
THIS ISN'T SOMETHING PETTY LIKE HATE THAT I SEND
FRIEND
FIREND
FRIEND
THAT THUNDER WAS MY MOCKING LAUGHTER
AND KNOW HOW THESE CUTS HEAL AND SCARS ARE LEFT
BUT WITH YOU I WILL LEAVE IN ROT
YOU SHOULD NEVER HAVE TRIED TO PLAY WITH ME SON
YOU ARE OF THE MALE RACE BUT MAN IS TOO MUCH FOR YOU
AND IT AIN'T ABOUT MACHISMO
IT'S ABOUT THE STRENGTH OF SOUL AND CHARACTER
YOU LACK
BUT GUESS WHAT
I'M BACKKKK
IN A BIG WAY
WOKE UP STRUGGLING TO GET BY
SOMETIMES QUESTIONED IF IT WASN'T BETTER TO JUST DIE
NO MORE TEARS
SO I COULDN'T CRY
ALL THOSE AROUND ME ALL THEY COULD DO WAS SIGH
AND I KNOW THAT NOW THIS FORGE HAS SEALED ME
AND THE MOLD'S BEING BROKEN NOW
YOU FEELING MEEEE!!!!!!!!!!
AND I STEPPING OUT NEW AND SHINEY
EMPATHY WILL BE SPENT WISELY FROM HERE ON OUT
AND WITH THIS TORCH I CARRY,
I WILL ERASE THE DARKNESS OF DOUBT
THAT HAD SURROUNDED ME
INDESCIVE LIKE A FUCKING JUNKY
NOW WISDOM
NOW TEMPERANCE
NOW I WILL NOT SHY FROM MY VOICE
THE POWER THAT CAUSED ME TO SPEAK SOFTLY
AND COME ON COME ON
I'M RIGHT HERE
COME ON
COME
ON
I FEEL TEN MEN STRONG
JUST GO PLAY WITH YOUR LITTLE BONG
BLAME IT ALL THE REASON YOU CAN'T WRITE A SONG
WHEN I HIDE
I HIDE BECAUSE DANGER REALLY LURKS FOR ME
CAN'T YOU SEE???
THIS I WILL NEVER LET BE
RESTLESS
BREATHLESS
I STARTED RUNNING
THIS IS GONNA BE MORE FUN THEN
PULLING FLIES WINGS OFF AND WATCHING THEM STRUGGLE
FEEL ME
YOU BETTER KILL ME
COME ON
COME ON
COME
ON
I'M COMING
EYES GLOWING IN RAGE
TEMPERED BY THE SAGE
THAT SPEAKS TO ME
BUT OF REVENGE I WILL BE FREE
1046 PAGES ABRIGDGED VERSION
I'M NOT REALLY A COUNT EITHER
BUT TITLES CAN BE BOUGHT
THESE EMOTIONS ARE FROUGHT
FOAMED RAGED WAVES ALL THROUGHOUT
AND STILL I HAVE YET TO SHOUT