caetano

I am feeling so tired today, and I slept plenty. So, I guess it is more emotional than physical. I was realizing yesterday that I need to just make a plan, follow it through and get my life moving. I can not sit here any longer. Time is being wasted. I keep following in the same ole ruts every day, same routines. I will be...
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Life moves on

It is a gray day here. And in some ways that is beautiful to me, and in others, it is of course depressing, and makes me want to just crawl into bed and go back to sleep. Conversely it also makes me want to get in a vehicle and drive, and drive and drive some more. I think, I dream, I rationalize,...
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A day like no other

I spent the day looking at the world around me, and interpreting it from my acute perspective. I spent the day watching a woman balance her professional life, and her life as a mother. I watched others watching me watching them. I wondered inside my own head just how insane the people in the world around me appeared, especially to...
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All that is sacred

There are so many questions and statements locked up inside me. I do not feel like I can express any of them, where anyone can see them. And yet part of me wants to, very badly. A friend of mine told me that I could potentially be the downfall of the team, and I have to wonder if she realizes just...
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My Invented Country
A Memoir
Isabelle Allende


In my case, the natural unhappiness of childhood was aggravated by a mass of complexes so tangled that even today I can not list them. Fortunately, they left no wounds that time has not healed. Once I heard a famous Afro-American writer say that from the time she was a little girl she felt like a stranger in...
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What was before shall be again

A Bold and Peace Filled Warrior



Like me you seek the night, to hold you, to need you,to make you whole.
Like a blanket of stones, rough and spikey.
I wander in the lust of moments lost to me.
I sit and plunder sanity.
I strike out at reason.
I, I, I
Always and forever I.
Forever alone. Forever...
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I E-Mailed to get the ...

I just E-mailed the shelter where Ruggles, and yes that is her name, is being held. And hopefully they will get back to me tomorrow. I will also call them to get all the information I need to find out about the possibility of adopting her. She is such a gorgeous little girl. I think Mr. Mischief would go...
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The Epic Struggle of Wills


Well I have completed my first week in my new position and it has been fun. I have been allowed to create my own displays, and for me that has been Epic, as my artistic side has been dormant for far too long. They are (the displays) like my children, I get to check on them and see if they...
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Moving On?

Ok,so if you read my last two posts, you will get the gist of what I am about to say. I have changed positions at the Barnes and Noble where I work. I was hovering just below management level, and now...well now I have been forced sideways into being responsible for three areas of the store, I am a lead, and cover gift,...
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