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Vision is Focused


Some say I can not be that,
Because that is too far away.
I will not die before seeing the Herculean efforts of the masters.
I seek to find what the wise now know.
I can not afford this lack of motion.
I am all in all the most accomplished sinner I know.
I triple the platitudes and sink my teeth into...
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Twins entwined as one

Moving in time to the motion of this light.
I resist not,
Futile it is, to fight,
and to do harm to self.
Laughter fills my fantasies.
I am over filled and over flowing with anticipation.
Ripe fruit drops in to my imagination,
Made manifest by experience.
Letting the nations,
See me.
I am all that I need,
I am all...
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boring shiit. I had a nice thanksgiving. I ate lots o crap. Worked today on Black Friday. Fucking nutty ass people out shopping at 5:30am. what the hell for? I mean do you really need to go to sears that badly? Or fucking Walmart ? For the love of GOD stay in bed and get some rest while you can!!!
But out they came, in...
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Ok, this is the deal. I keeping hearing from folks that I make my salsa for, that I should make it, and market it for sale in the specialty foods stores localy, and if that does well, go national with it. I have to wonder where this will go. SO...I am trying to find someone who can create an original graphic for the product, one...
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I do not seem to ever get through any single day without insulting or offending someone. Sometimes I have to wonder if I do not wear it as a shield. I saw Kate today, but, we did not really speak. She was very busy and talking to her boss. So I just stayed in my own little world and drank my coffee and read my...
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Love them, then leave.
Forced out by indecision, lapses in assertive grace.
I ache and can not be consoled.
My desire is only to find exquisite passion.
The ambrosia of your affection,
is my captor,
and that which emancipates me.
To settle in a little family,
be wed by love,
likened to peaceful bliss ..
On an ocean shore,
sinking deeper into compassion, wholeness, lightness...
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Testing again.

I love this new Aria Cd set. It is worth every penny I paid for it. It just fills my heart with JOY. It feeds my soul and makes me feel like I could soar above all that binds me to my boring life. I love it!!

I really enjoyed the Midori concert the other night. She is just amazing, the way she gets so far inside the music. She and her violin are one, and it is hard to tell which the real instrument is. The seats were at the very very top of the theatre, so it was hard to actually see her face, but, the sound was stupendous. The...
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Sometimes my life just frustrates the fuck out of me. And I know no one really gives a fuck about that. I guess I have just orchestrated my life in such a way as to make that true. I live so closed up. So afraid of what people will say, or perhaps even more afraid that no one will say anything. Because in reality, they...
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Convocation

Non culpa, te se, univocal is the wind of the changes of my life.
I scent you, I feel you, and I know you.
You are ever present and all knowing.
I am pleased to taste the succulent nature of your lips.
To see those eyes, so brown, so casual.
The almonds of fall.
The winters wheat.
I am undone. I am washed in...
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