caetano

Ruined,
Blustery and at bay,
Not in this lifetime and not today,
So here is the plan, not for you and not for me,
And this is the beginning ...
Not the end..
To me.

Sitting idle,
Noone to speak to..
Nowhere to go,
Alone in the light of the monitor,
And wishing you were here,
Praying that you are fine,
Know that you are,
But, still wishing beyond reason..
That you would appear,
I can not hold on much longer,
Need to fly away,
I hate my reasoning,
I despise my fear...
And still I sit and wonder..wander ...and regret...
But, no matter, I will live on...
I will love
unrequited,
And then just disappear