caetano

Twins entwined as one

Moving in time to the motion of this light.
I resist not,
Futile it is, to fight,
and to do harm to self.
Laughter fills my fantasies.
I am over filled and over flowing with anticipation.
Ripe fruit drops in to my imagination,
Made manifest by experience.
Letting the nations,
See me.
I am all that I need,
I am all I will ever need to be,
The me I seek, has slumbered,
Now waking for the end of the race,
Peering into the reflection of my pride,
Now free, to deny the attempt at saving
Face.
I can see the future.
I know where I must go,
And who should accompany me.
I feel the presence of success.
Joy in knowing Kindred Spirits,
Diffuses through my blood and bone,
Finding its destination in my brain.
I leap, for all of me must, or burst into
Oblivion.
Holding myself so tight, and taunt, biting my words.
Fighting my desire.
Squelching my hope.
And taking flight to the safety of anonymity.
I lie to me,
And hold me back, she is not for you, she does not see the
Sun, in your eyes, the flames of loves eternal fire.
Burning me from within,
Scorching my reason, enflaming my want and need.
Sacred geometry,
Living, dieing and being absorbed into the mists.
Nothingness in shadow.
Waiting to wheel and to spin.
Turning me into the night.
Soaring on the puffs and currents, taking me higher, farther and deeper,
Into that which is kindness and cruelty, twins entwined as one.
She drags me in and draws me out,
I release my will to her, all that I am, all that I have, and all that I can be
Now and ever,
Are bound into her possession.
And I am emancipated.