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What is it like to embrace the woman that you love?

What it is like to hold the woman you love, from behind? You see her, and you know, that all that you are needs to be near her. That 30 seconds, it is like an eternity. You see the way her hair falls across her gentle shoulders, and it melts your being. You know,...
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New Life WANTED!

I am going crazy.,I just want to get the fuck out. I need to be on my own, I am so tired of this situation. I hate living in a smelly house, being stuck in one room in the entirety of the apartment, and just feeling like I am living in a Ghetto Old Womans House. I know my life will be...
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Not Even For a Moment Shall You Leave Me

I love the Poetry of Pablo Neruda, and so often I find that my heart is in his poetry..like as in this one..



I Crave Your Mouth, Your Voice, Your Hair


DON'T GO FAR OFF, NOT EVEN FOR A DAY
Don't go far off, not even for a day, because --
because -- I don't know...
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Poetica No Vale La Pena



I feel loneliness like a drug, infecting my every conscience moment. I feel it, and yet, I am ashamed to feel it. I know that I am loved. I know there are some out there who think of me, as I think of them. I know for a fact that for some people in my life the scripture that states.."...
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Verisimilitude

Pense'


I believe that sometimes the most beautiful thing that we create, is ourselves. Some of us, myself included, spend such considerable time contemplating what others are thinking of us, wishing we really knew. And by this judgment we appear to define who and what we are. Even those who say they do not give a Fuck what other people think. Because, in rebelling,...
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Verisimilitude

Pense'


I believe that sometimes the most beautiful thing that we create, is ourselves. Some of us, myself included, spend such considerable time contemplating what others are thinking of us, wishing we really knew. And by this judgment we appear to define who and what we are. Even those who say they do not give a Fuck what other people think. Because, in rebelling,...
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The very Pith and Marrow art thou

Elizabeth Akers Allen

At Last

At last, when all the summer shine
That warmed life's early hours is past,
Your loving fingers seek for mine
And hold them close-at last-at last!
Not oft the robin comes to build
Its nest upon the leafless bough
By autumn robbed, by winter chilled,-
But you, dear heart, you love me now....
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For all those I love and admire

i carry your heart with me


i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you...
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For all those I love and admire

i carry your heart with me


i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you...
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The Musings of and Old Man

These are the musing of an old man. I was talking to someone I work with tonight. We were discussing how your metabolism changes as you age, and how you can not eat as much after about 25, as you once did. She is 22, just beginning this adventure called life as an adult. It struck me how even...
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I am feeling kind of sick today. I started feeling nauseous last night around 5 or so, and then about three this morning my body was like Emergency emergency emergency, everybody out the rear exit. Arggrrgghhh! So, I called into work and asked Jen if they really needed me. She said to stay home, and feel better. That is what I am doing. I can...
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The chronicles of a knuckle head. And that would be me. When? When can I just move my life forward? When can I have my own place? When will Katy come over for .whatever? I need friends. I do not think she gets that. I think she thinks it means more than it does. I just want to get to know her. I have done...
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