cadyne

Richie called me at lunch today.. the phone got shut off because he's getting a cell phone sometime this month, and he still wants me to come visit even though he thinks it's a bad idea to drive my car that far..

I was happy to hear from him, but somehow it irked me that he sounds so nonchalant.. he syas he's a realist and knows long-distance will be difficult, so he's not going to be all emotional, but damn - how hard is it to talk on the phone for a few minutes every few days? Is that asking so much? I hate talking on the phone, but if somebody means something to me I have no problem with it.

Anyway. I saw 'Land of the Dead' with Derrick and Ian last night. It was good, I jumped a few times.

Ian likes me.. Derrick thinks it's funny, because Ian has shot down every girl who has flirted with him in over a year, and all of a sudden he's trying his hardest to get me to pay attention to him. He sat next to me and was playing with my hair and he kept pulling me closer to him (I'm a pretty small person, so people are constantly physically relocating me.) He's really sarcastic and mean, but funny, and he's always nice to me. And he has a nice body and looks cute without his glasses. The part that amuses me is that he's a virgin, he says he's "highly picky" about who he wants to sleep with.. and yet he was certainly acting like he wanted to get with me.

I don't know what to do about Richie, because he told me he doesn't care if we stay together or not - that he cares about me, but he won't get upset if we plit up because he knows we won't see each other much anyway. I hate that attitude. It made me mad. And I still like him a lot, so I'm not ready to jump into anything new.