cadyne

Yeah, life throws you curves,
But you've learned to swerve,
Me, I swung and I missed,
Next thing ya know, I'm reminicing...
Dreaming old dreams, wishing old wishes,
Like you would be back again.
I wake up and tear drops they fall down like rain,
I put on that old song we danced to and then,
I head off to my job, guess not much has changed,
Watch the clock, head for home,
Check the phone, just in case,
Go to bed, dream of you,
That's what I'm doin' these days.


The Rascal Flatts song 'These Days' is playing in our office right now, and this part almost made me start crying..

I shouldn't care if I never see Richie again, but I do. I never let myself get this stupid over a guy, not since Alby..

I think it has something to do with hormones, because I've had a THREE WEEK period. Seriously, what the fuck? I'm used to irregular, heavy, two in a month, but one that just keeps going for almost a month solid is ridiculous. And I've been having cramps every few days and getting emotional over the stupidest shit. I should probably see a doctor, but military medical won't know what to do anyway.

I'm supposed to go walk the golf course with Natalie today.. I need to get serious about exercising again. I'm also toying with the idea of going vegetarian again instead of my current 'no red meat' policy.

Ooh, JSA meeting today.. we're planning a 'Make a Wish' party, where we meet up and go roller skating or something dorky, have a big free-for-all dinner and just have fun - but the cost of admission is one item from the Wish List.

After JSA and walking the golf course, I'm going out to eat with Derrick and Ean. Ean is kind of cute, but I feel bad checking him out because I'm not sure where I stand with Richie. Ean is like a slightly meaner male version of me, which could also be a really bad idea (but fun!)

Oy, back to work..