Whew! Went out last night and had a good time. Today has been blah, but I think the weather is having an effect on that (rainy and dreary). I got my weekend chores done early Saturday and late Friday, so I was good the whole day today. Which is really good cause I could barely get out of bed. Been lazy and boring today, which is okay. Haven't done that in a while. Usually have to rush around trying to get ready for Monday.
Decided to take this Friday off. My ex and one of her friends are having a co-birthday party on the Thursday before, and I knew I wouldn't be able to get out there until late, so I figured I would just take the following Friday off. Many people declined her offer to attend, which is sad. I know that some people were legitamitly busy, but I also know that not many people like her, even before all the BS she put me through. My former best friend will be there too, one of the guys she cheated on me with (they deny they are a couple, but everyone I know, and myself, believe they are). I'm on decent terms with both, and they both consider me a friend, or at least say they do. I don't know how I exactly see them. I think I still talk to them and see them because of how many activities the three of us share, so we still see each other quite a bit. It might just be keeping up appearances. Maybe I still appreciate what did have together. I don't know. I feel bad for my ex that not many will be attending the party, but a lot of that is her own fault. I'm also feeling like I'm going into a lion's den. I wish I could have someone there with me, but I don't want to drag someone I just met there, nor any of my friends that don't want to see them. So I might just go it alone, like a soldier on a suicide mission. If I can have a little fun while I'm there, that would be awesome. I'm going to try at least.
Decided to take this Friday off. My ex and one of her friends are having a co-birthday party on the Thursday before, and I knew I wouldn't be able to get out there until late, so I figured I would just take the following Friday off. Many people declined her offer to attend, which is sad. I know that some people were legitamitly busy, but I also know that not many people like her, even before all the BS she put me through. My former best friend will be there too, one of the guys she cheated on me with (they deny they are a couple, but everyone I know, and myself, believe they are). I'm on decent terms with both, and they both consider me a friend, or at least say they do. I don't know how I exactly see them. I think I still talk to them and see them because of how many activities the three of us share, so we still see each other quite a bit. It might just be keeping up appearances. Maybe I still appreciate what did have together. I don't know. I feel bad for my ex that not many will be attending the party, but a lot of that is her own fault. I'm also feeling like I'm going into a lion's den. I wish I could have someone there with me, but I don't want to drag someone I just met there, nor any of my friends that don't want to see them. So I might just go it alone, like a soldier on a suicide mission. If I can have a little fun while I'm there, that would be awesome. I'm going to try at least.
I just went to a party like that this weekend. It was for a friend's wife, and nobody who said they would come showed up. It was awful! I was the only one there! Well, maybe 1/3 of the people showed up an hour late, but it still sucked.