cactusgeeves

I've been learning over the past couple days who i can trust and who I can't. Through this whole ordeal I felt that I wasn't loved or respected, and could trust no one. What I learned was that the ones i couldn't trust where a small few, while the ones I could were a large number. In many ways I have never been happier. The two that hurt me the most weren't really liked by my circle of friends, just tolerated. It feels good knowing I have the support of everyone. It has helped me to heal.

I have decided to let to the whole thing go. I don't need the strain of worry or guilt. I want a clean slate with everyone and still want them in my lives. I don't want an apology or anything. I just want to move on. Will I trust them? Not as far as I can throw them, but maybe that can change. All in all, I'm ready to restart my life again.