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I'm at the end of my rope.

I feel alone, hopeless, and helpless.

I miss having those kinds of friends you could turn to when you had noone else to talk to.

My wife is my best friend, but sometimes I'm too broken down to talk to her, and I understand that fault is within me. But sometimes I just need someone else to talk...
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My dad has liver cancer.

I'm sad. Very, very sad.

Statistics say he likey has 1 year, maybe 3 years, probably not 5 years.

I'm going to stay positive and hope and pray he has a long life ahead of him.

I love you, dad.

FUCK YOU MICHIGAN.

FUCK YOU HOME DEPOT.

8.51 an hour???? WHAT THE FUCK???

I MIGHT AS WELL DRIVE OFF A FUCKING CLIFF RIGHT NOW.

Fuck this.

Next round of job prospects has begun.

On tap:

Home Depot

Lowes

Working with some guy servicing cell phone towers and travelling the midwest and east. DING DING DING sounds fun.

Ah....and....thats it. My life still sucks.

Hurray!

NO JOB STILL.

ALL I CAN SAY AT THIS POINT IS:

I. AM. FUCKED.

The end is FUCKING NIGH!!!!

Oh man am I ever addicted:

www.ytmnd.com
or
www.tymsfw.com

FUNNY FUNNY SHIT. Yeh, I spent 3 hours on those sites the other day just LAUGHING my ass off. That felt good to laugh.

An interesting cuss phrase: Eat Fuck.

Huh.

THat's all I got for now.

Fill in the blank:

I'm gonna get ________ up soon.

Endless nights.

Days blurred.

Jobless STILL.

I have the most fucked up 'list' ever too. Things on it like:
- being a cook at Coney Island during the graveyard shift.
- ordering chorizo and eggs at El Charro (eggs and mexican sausage)
- living in a trailer
- having a scar on my face

These are things I wanna 'try' momentarily just to say i've...
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So me dad might have cancer. Scratch that, he's got it. He's got tumors and a bunch of other shit and it doesnt look good.

And i don't know how to deal with it.

I still don't have a job. I still dont' know what to do with my life.

I'm gonna just get fucked up and face reality when i wake up in a...
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Ugh....I'm not feeling so great lately, and I think it's because i've been out of my pituitary tumor medication for 2 weeks now. Probably not my brightest idea, eh? I can't afford it on my wife's insurance so I had to order it from overseas since it's like $200 cheaper. Sure, its probably ground up kitten liver but.....$200 cheaper, y'know?

Soooo.....not much else up. Finally...
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I need some fun.

I need some excitement.

I need some company.

FUCK, I am BORED!!!!!!!!!

Ho-Hum

GOD I love short skirts and scantily clad women. And cute panties. I'm just a sucker for those things. I mean, WOW. What can I say?

Man my interview with Sears today sucked. Sucked sucked sucked.

And that's that.

I hope I hear about that other job.

Ho-hum.