when will it end?
when will the days come where i actually look forward to waking up..
there must be days like that.
today at work it was ok
same ol same ol
and i KNOW i was going to take the garbage out when i left
but i hav no recollection of doing it...
which means that somewhere between
the backroom and when i got into the car i lost a giant bag of garbage.
we came to the conclusion today
that instead of buying a car i should buy a house..
and rent it
and use that money to buy a car
and the house would pay for itself.
if its that easy why isnt anyone else doing it?
i remmber laying in bed knowing that i was goign to grow up into something special
but it seems that for everystep forward i take
im further back from where i started
i remmmber being able to cry and no one would hear me
it was better that way.
another job has come up
and yes i will apply
and again i will be denied
i wish i could have a week to myself
in thick silence
seven days.
is all i need.
when i met you i thought you where perfect.
but i am everything you never wanted.
when will the days come where i actually look forward to waking up..
there must be days like that.
today at work it was ok
same ol same ol
and i KNOW i was going to take the garbage out when i left
but i hav no recollection of doing it...
which means that somewhere between
the backroom and when i got into the car i lost a giant bag of garbage.
we came to the conclusion today
that instead of buying a car i should buy a house..
and rent it
and use that money to buy a car
and the house would pay for itself.
if its that easy why isnt anyone else doing it?
i remmber laying in bed knowing that i was goign to grow up into something special
but it seems that for everystep forward i take
im further back from where i started
i remmmber being able to cry and no one would hear me
it was better that way.
another job has come up
and yes i will apply
and again i will be denied
i wish i could have a week to myself
in thick silence
seven days.
is all i need.
when i met you i thought you where perfect.
but i am everything you never wanted.
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Also, you need a lot of money upfront to rent a house, and being a landlord is a pain in the ass. That's why everyone isn't doing it.
I'll see you soon.