i hate my job soo much
i cant for the life of me convince myself to belive in what i am selling
but i need to be a better sales person or else.
i dislike the way my new extensions feel in my hair.
i cant sleep
they hurt too much
i didnt even finish my whole head because they where soo heavy.
so the only way i can wear my hair is in a pony tail.
i get a lot of compliments on it,
but it hurts too much
remmber the good ol' days when my head was nearly shaven?
ahhh those were gooddays..
the only reason i grew my hair was to have it long for university graduation pics, and please my grandmother
(silly shallow reason?) perhaps
but having long hair was soo borring
i started dying and dying it
untill it could take no more
then i cut it... myself
big mistake
now i have extensions
and ...
im ranting.
in circles.
its 7:42 am
i want to sleep
but here i sit wathcing the magic school bus
sleep wont come
i hate mornings like this.
i wish i had a hug.
dear jesus and pals,
i need sleep
i need money
i need to be happy.
i need to leave my hair alone.
i cant for the life of me convince myself to belive in what i am selling
but i need to be a better sales person or else.
i dislike the way my new extensions feel in my hair.
i cant sleep
they hurt too much
i didnt even finish my whole head because they where soo heavy.
so the only way i can wear my hair is in a pony tail.
i get a lot of compliments on it,
but it hurts too much
remmber the good ol' days when my head was nearly shaven?
ahhh those were gooddays..
the only reason i grew my hair was to have it long for university graduation pics, and please my grandmother
(silly shallow reason?) perhaps
but having long hair was soo borring
i started dying and dying it
untill it could take no more
then i cut it... myself
big mistake
now i have extensions
and ...
im ranting.
in circles.
its 7:42 am
i want to sleep
but here i sit wathcing the magic school bus
sleep wont come
i hate mornings like this.
i wish i had a hug.
dear jesus and pals,
i need sleep
i need money
i need to be happy.
i need to leave my hair alone.
charlie_stars:
happiness is a illusion, created by dreaming, by the way i'm a lil goofy at times so never take me seriously, ok so i'm alot goofy. if i knew more about you i could cheer you up.
luckylee:
That sucks about the job. I know where you are coming from... pretty much in the same position. Good luck with it!