there's a girl i know,
and i love her..
but i think her patience for me has gone away...
its been one weeks since i've seen her last and know i feel like im being ignored...
this was supposed to my 2rd shot with my first love and again it feels like its failing before anything really started...
i loved her... i love her and i think i always will..
something in me loves t be tortured by her...
im tired of wasting my time, but all i want is more time with her... but i fell that its over....
and i love her..
but i think her patience for me has gone away...
its been one weeks since i've seen her last and know i feel like im being ignored...
this was supposed to my 2rd shot with my first love and again it feels like its failing before anything really started...
i loved her... i love her and i think i always will..
something in me loves t be tortured by her...
im tired of wasting my time, but all i want is more time with her... but i fell that its over....
i called last nght and i was thrilled to here her voice... my blood ran warm through my viens it felt good just to hear her voice....
but the more i talked about nonsense the more i heard the disdain in her voice...
like she had better things to do...
so i got up the courage and asked to see her tonight... of course she said yes... maybe cause she didnt know how to say no...
later that night she called and said she didnt know if she could hang out b/c she it was her brothers birthday.. i said i understood...
she said she would call later after eveything was over... so hear i sit waiting for that call... and it never came..