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please kill me... please

shoot me

So i went out with Amanda yesterday. I have a serious crush on her and well i think i blew it. we were driving back to her place last nite. she was dropping me off at my car and we had been talking about my inabilty to communicate... I was trying to summon the words to ask her out but the words never came out......
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So i have been pondering a lot of stuff lately. Coming up in march i would have been single for a year... its weird to say since i haven't been single in about ten years. so people say that its a good thing some people *family keep on asking if i've been seeing anyone. My answer to the latter is i didnt know i should...
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So February 11th was my birthday... and lets just say it sucked for most of the day.

so i got this e-mail that "One of your friends reactivated your SuicideGirls Account!"... what the hell is that about...
how do i find out who did that.... this its weird..

how come t the one you love is never the one that loces you?

i am totally lost

went to NIN, show last week it was awsome... other than that life is boring...

However far away I will always love you however
Long I stay I will always love you whatever
Words I say I will always love you I will always
Love you

I think i want to put dread locks in my hair but i think my hair is to thin....

so sorry i couldnt be what you wanted so sorry i cant be your last... i will never under stand why you treat me like trash...