buzzhum

Thanks for coming around. I was feeling fairly pathetic for a few days. I write you know...but not in such a real time kind of way, and not for people to read either. I mean..its was all there to read but I'm not accustomed to it. Then I did it and was kind of feeling OK but awckward about it ...and noone was reading it. Its funny how when your all geared up emotionally how small things become a much bigger deal.

Girlie and I talked the other night. We agree and how we both failed this relationship. We also think it might be best anyway...but we're are gona date and hang out on a much more chill basis. If we really want to bring it back up a notch after a while, then we'll try again. We are really diffrent people..which can be a good thing. Its life goals that are our problem..in the big picture anyway.