So Merry Christmas ya all...even tho no one is reading this..lol. Almost good therapy tho. Never wouldve thought that writing a journal could be fun. Maybe its the hope that one has that some others will actually read it. Ive tried to post some stuff on the boards but it seems people are rather hostile. I just hate doing that "hi im new here" stuff...oh well. Patience...
Went out every night for the past 5 days...i shouldve stayed home cause i felt a cold coming up but no...the seduction is always too great. And now im paying for it. Sitting here, drinking teraflu (i fuckin hate that shit) and feeling not too hot.
Miss my family. My mom lives in Berlin, my dad is somewhere in europe and my bro is going bananas in Japan for some reason...
This year been quite interesting career wise. I am living the american dream, belive it or not. I came here in 1993 with nothing, studied music and got lucky to choose doing music for videogames. Today, the competition is tough of course..but its great to be making money with someone i really fuckin love to death...for that, im so thankful!!
On the other hand relationship wise, this year been a fuckin nightmare. I never usually have anything more then a crush on people i date. But the last girl ive been with i think for the first time in a long time, i almost fell in love. Its was such a great feeling. Something i just havent felt in a loooong time. OF course, for whatever reasons she decide to just cut me off from one day to another after 3 months of dating.. She told me she needed suddenly 'time to yourself'...riight. Just a bunch of bs. At least she couldve been just have a proper break up with me but no she just needed to play games. Growing up in Europe (im actually half german/half armenian) im just not build the way people treat each other here in LA. It was i think pretty much my fault that i was so naive thinking she was just as into me as i was into her. Fuck it. im over it now. God, but all that wasted emotional energy. The funny part is that i did nothing but spoil her. After our first night togther, i made bf, woke her with a soft kiss, and fed her....icecold papaya with lemon. (guys/girls, trust me try it ). I loved doing that.
So to sum it up: Im a hopeless romantic naive fool...
What else. Did anyone see the trailer for HM "sin city"? Holy shit. That looks too fuckin cool. check it out:
sin city trailer
Please forgive my grammer and spelling errors..i know there are somewhere i just dont see em..:p
So i hope everyone has a great xmas.....
sascha
Went out every night for the past 5 days...i shouldve stayed home cause i felt a cold coming up but no...the seduction is always too great. And now im paying for it. Sitting here, drinking teraflu (i fuckin hate that shit) and feeling not too hot.
Miss my family. My mom lives in Berlin, my dad is somewhere in europe and my bro is going bananas in Japan for some reason...
This year been quite interesting career wise. I am living the american dream, belive it or not. I came here in 1993 with nothing, studied music and got lucky to choose doing music for videogames. Today, the competition is tough of course..but its great to be making money with someone i really fuckin love to death...for that, im so thankful!!
On the other hand relationship wise, this year been a fuckin nightmare. I never usually have anything more then a crush on people i date. But the last girl ive been with i think for the first time in a long time, i almost fell in love. Its was such a great feeling. Something i just havent felt in a loooong time. OF course, for whatever reasons she decide to just cut me off from one day to another after 3 months of dating.. She told me she needed suddenly 'time to yourself'...riight. Just a bunch of bs. At least she couldve been just have a proper break up with me but no she just needed to play games. Growing up in Europe (im actually half german/half armenian) im just not build the way people treat each other here in LA. It was i think pretty much my fault that i was so naive thinking she was just as into me as i was into her. Fuck it. im over it now. God, but all that wasted emotional energy. The funny part is that i did nothing but spoil her. After our first night togther, i made bf, woke her with a soft kiss, and fed her....icecold papaya with lemon. (guys/girls, trust me try it ). I loved doing that.
So to sum it up: Im a hopeless romantic naive fool...
What else. Did anyone see the trailer for HM "sin city"? Holy shit. That looks too fuckin cool. check it out:
sin city trailer
Please forgive my grammer and spelling errors..i know there are somewhere i just dont see em..:p
So i hope everyone has a great xmas.....
sascha
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Hey, what are you doing tuesday night? There's an SGLA dinner happening you could join me at. It'd be a good way for you to meet some people. It's open to the public, so you can come even if you're not a member.
It's gonna be here
I'm probably gonna go. If I do, I'll drag groundhog along. Let me know if you're interested