So I haven't blogged in a while, its getting super warm here in Sydney and so I get busier, and I started another job at night on top of my full time job for when Im not modelling or dancing.. crazy I know! so Sorry @missy and @lyxzen for home work blogs!
BUT
Something amazing happened!
Nearly 3 weeks ago a small little ginger and white kitten was found out in the rain out the front of my brother in laws place. When telling the family my wife offered the little kitten to me and even though I have never had a cat before I was keen to take care of him even just in till we found a permanent home mostly because his fur is the same colour as my hair lol
We took him to the vet, he was so small! 430 grams and roughly 5 weeks old. And over all he was healthy minus some worms and fleas which was easily fixed! He cried a lot the first few days as he explored his new home and got to know us.
We decided to name him Ron Weasley because of is ginger fur and my love for Ron in the movies. Mostly we just call him Ron or ronron! I even bought him a Gryffindor collar that I am still waiting to arrive but I have a picture!
He has become the light of my life..
If I had known having a pet would be so great for my stress, my anxieties and my depression.. I would of gotten one sooner!! I feel like he has filled a hole in my life that I didn't know existed.. as lame as it sounds.
We have had him exactly 3 weeks ad e as is vaccination appointment today and we'll be booking his appointment to get desexed and microchipped. We love him SOOOOO much.
My phone used to be filled with saved photos of babes and hot naked girls and now its just him! I post heaps of videos to my story on Instagram if you wanna check it out! @cherrybuttonz
It's amazing how he always makes me feel happy when I am sad. I feel like he is the last step in my recovery ^_ ^
Things have been doing so well with my mental health lately for those who have been following along with my blogs. I have been happily steady on my meds and have plans with my GP to start the process of coming off them in January!
I felt a turning point a few months ago that was pretty significant. My twin sisters boyfriend broke up with her and she reached out to my wife. which was annoying because if you cut me off kinda means you don't get to talk to my wife but anyway! So I reached out to her making she sure she was okay and she didn't want a bar of it.. and I felt like this huge weight was lifted.. like I finally felt like I have done everything I can do, I've spent the whole last year trying to make myself okay with everything and I feel really good now.. It's like I can finally breath...
but I'll still keep you all updated on how I'm going and theres still coming off the antidepressants to go through so ya know lol
But yeah I really wanted to update you on this stuff and now enjoy some more photos of Ron!!
