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It's been a while since I blogged, which seems to becoming common place with my current busy schedule so heres an update!
Something awful happened yesterday at work.. legally I don't think I should say much but me and my wife might loose the cafe and our jobs. It's honestly been so frustrating and we spend last night eating takeaway and getting drunk at home on the couch.. it's a one step at a time kind of situation and hopefully we get the best possible outcome from the whole thing. But we'll see.
If you've been following my instagram you'l know how busy I've been with shows and shoots!
One of which has me super jazzed is my participation in @coolicio Skin and Light project! a exciting look into peoples relationships and sexual experiences! My preview photo of my shoot with her keeps getting removed from instagram so here it is for you all!
Currently I'm orgnaizing my shoot trip for Brisbane in 2 weeks! In which ill be shooting with @frankndame and @captureofcthulhu as well as some other photographers who have booked me through model mayhem. I may even have a show booked for one night, and I have tickets to a couple of events so it's going to be a full on weekend!
Mostly I've just been working really hard, saving my money for boobs, Japan and my wife's 25th Birthday and Dad's 50th. SO much going on this year!
Oh and I started private pole lessons! Not to sound too chuffed with myself but having a strong dance background made it no where near as hard as I thought it would be! In fact my first lesson I learnt 10 different moves and only kinda struggled with 2 of them! but god my arms, shoulders and back are killing me now!
ALso I came 2nd at the Hot Rod and Custom Car Show Pinup pageant and as awesome as it was Im DAMN sick of coming 2nd.. it's like the 6th time... and I hate it when people always tell me, oh you should of come first, or oh I was shocked at who came first blahblah blah. doesn't change anything.. just makes me feel worse. it was the first time I was honestly upset at not doing better. Usually Im over the moon. I dunno why this time was different.. maybe I've just hit my wall..
I have a new hopeful crush here on the site too! her debut set came out the other week and she was my woman crush wednesday this week too! sooo gorgeous!! go check out her page and show her set some love!
@bambimarie Home Is Where The Heart Is
SO obsessed!
Hmm what else.. what elsee....
Oh.. I broke up with my psychologist! After 6 sessions she'd helped a lot woth my sleeping, eating , routine, exercises on letting things go and what not but when it came down to it I wasnt comfortable with her.
I felt like she was judging some of the things I wanted to talk about, she could never remember what we discussed in the previous session, and I HATED the way she spoke about my parents. She shoved them in the 'religious parents'box and fact is they are so far from the sterotype and she made assumptions about them that really frustrated me.
I got really upset in our last session and didn't even want to be there, I knew I wouldnt see her again. and you know what, she said nothing for a whole month before being like um are you booking another session?
She was too expensive and I don't feel like I was geting anywhere with the healing I know I need.. she jsut pushed for thigns I wasnt ready for. It made me so uncomfortable at times.. I don't know if was ever comfortable with her.. SO I have only 4 sessions left for the year and feel there is no point in starting with someone new..
Right now I'm just lost in the wind on my antidepressants hoping I can figure the rest out on my own..
Also I had another set accepting into the queue for member review! 'Rivulet' shot by Aussie staff photographer @exkyu with the help of @countessa will be out in 5 months!! get excited!!
I think ill leave the update here for now.. Hopefully I can find more time to blog soon! and I hope you enjoyed my update!
