There is a huge difference in my books and Ive been working with this "burlesque group" for a few months, I auditioned and everything.. And last night I performed with them for the first time and I was utterly disgusted with the whole thing. not jsut the performance quality and professionalism of the whole show.. BUT some of the costumes, the way these girls danced on tables and on guys faces, with thier pussy's everywhere covered in bad fake tan and glitter. for bikers.. a fairly dangerous bikie group here in Sydney at thier bike show. from the moment we drove in the gates (even though we were in a pink stretch hummer which was pretty kool) I was scared. I was uncomfortable and we had to waitress with these guys before the show.. anyway I made it very clear i was out of there but I jsut feel like I should of trusted my gut. I had a bad feeling about this group for a while and I ignored it.. but I've had that eben before and been wrong.. I just feel like I lost something of my integrity last night. And im pretty chill with a lot I mean Im on this site right? but for something to push me to the point of disgust and not just in the organizer but myself.. its not a great place to be. Been pretty down today actually..
Anyway these girls are strippers calling themself burleque. Burlesque is teasing, its nipple tassels and cute 50's panties, with a story line and theme.. its not gstrings, open pussy's and fake tan.. well not to me..
has anyone else ever come through these situations? what did you do?
I did get some great photos of the good costumes and stuff from the day.. Im trying to take it as an experience..