butterflyscars

For the first time in about two weeks I went to all of my classes today. I feel so much better about life when I am getting things done. Last night my X called me wanting to talk. I can't tell you how much I dislike the words "can we talk" or "we need to talk." It was acctually pleasent. I mean she was really upset but the conversation was fine. She told me she wanted to distance herself from everyone because she felt she was only hurting everything. This is the first time in my life I am not going to have to walk away from people for my sanity. Everyone is being really snappish as of late. It is that sophmore year slump when people start to realize that others are a pain in the ass and relationships take work. I Figured this out several years ago but it is my choice to have younger friends. It's possible that I will be playing a benifit concert for breast cancer. It will be my first solo act and I think it will go well if I do play it. I've not seen Elenor since I spoke with her. I am rather disapointed at this prospect. I also walked into class late so I didn't get a chance to talk to the girl I like in there. Oh well, things sure as hell could be worse.

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