can't wait to move away from here.  It's like I;;m stuck in a hole, stuck in life.  Nothing to make me happy, nothing to really make me sad, except not being with the kids.  I have a year or so to plan.  My folks are mad, but I have to do what is best for me.
    
  
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  you have something to look forward to then. and that is wonderful 