well,i guess i`ve fnally lost my mind.because,you know,things are getting so bad i just really don`t care anymore.i don`t give a shit.it`s gotten to the point where you realize it`s actually quite funny,and i`m just laughing about it all now.i`m wondering if this really has to do with the change of weather,cause i was wearing my light coat today without freezing(!!!)anyways,the thing that happened on... Read More
today was the worst day ever.don`t ask.i`ve been wondering how long i`ve actually been feeling like shit now.must be close to 2 months.and it just won`t stop.today it was so cold&windy that i cried!ask valentina,i`m not shitting you,it`s really that cold.and,to make it worse,nine inch nails tickets sold out so fast that i didn`t get one.on wednesday i have a job dressing some rich... Read More
I am not in Vienna at the moment, but I have a lot of friends who are: they are doing the Vienna production of "Big in Bombay" at the Schauspielhaus. I haven't even seen the piece, though I worked on it, but I promise it will help whatever ails you.
I know the Vienna winter. Historically, though, they've always been temporary. Wait it out.
sorry for not updating my journal for a long time and for not responding to you guys.i`m just so depressed and didn`t want to go on sulking.but in fact nothings getting better.though i try,it`s just getting worse.no spring in sight,every day it`s even colder.right now i don`t even leave the house anymore if it`s not really important.i don`t see any friends anymore,there aren`t any jobs,i`m... Read More
Wenn du magst knnen wir auf Deutsch sprechen. Mein Deutsch ist auch nicht besser als mein Englisch but...
Ich bin hier schon seit ca. 3 Jahre. Ich gehe fast nie raus, habe nie genug Geld, um damit auszugeben... Ich gehe manchmal ins Kino und Museum... und wenn ich ein Bisschen mehr Geld habe, gehe ich in der Kneipe was trinken...
Ich liebe Berlin in Frhling auch... hahahahaha Aber es scheint der Frhling kommt dieses Jahr berhaupt nicht Statt wrmer zu werden, wird es immer klter ! Ich wurde mich sehr freuen euch beide tolle Mdels hier in Berlin zu treffen!! Und was lustiges unternehmen...
winter sucks!!!i can`t stand it anymore!i know i`m repeating myself,but i have no shoes for this weather,damnit.yesterday it started snowing again,it`s disgusting.this has got to be the last winter in vienna.anyways,valentina photographed my new set on friday,it`s so beautiful!these are the best pictures anyone ever took of me.she`s the best!i hope it will go up soon!on saturday the pervettes are going to the vienna erotic-convention.... Read More
Lets say that it is just a bad time. I thought that with my friend here I would have some fun and forget about the problems, but I don't. I need an apartment!!!!!!!!!! She leaves on thursday and I call you, prefer to meet you alone ok?
i hate february.it`s the worst month ever.it`s too cold to go out,you can`t do anything,everybody`s staying home,being bored,depressed.brothers&sisters...do you know what i`m talking about?i`m talking about...a full on...motherfuckin winter-depression!!the only thing that helps is getting photographed,and that`s just what the fabulous pervettes did yesterday:took pictures for their upcoming website(hello,sandbender...!)but hey,it`s really difficult to make 3 people look good at the same time!so we took all... Read More
you don't much look like rumplestiltskin (sp?)
so to answer, hi i'm de, no you're not boreing me, and please be sure to look for the bears
sleep well beauty, happy valentine day
peace and love
de
alright,i did it.i was actually singing,on a stage,in front of about 300 people.and it was fun!!!everybody said it was a huge success!of course i didn`t notice anything.i was so nervous,and sure that i wouldn`t remember the words...but they just came,and i said them,and in no time it was over.strange.when i came off the stage i was shivering for about 20 minutes!it was crazy!!then everyone came... Read More
yesterday was really fun!first i got photographed for my friend bernd preiml`s superhero exhibition,wearing a mask and cape and all,and then i had my first rehearsal with the band.we`re 4 girls,and the only one that can actually play is the drummer,only she can`t play drums but bass...guess that`s part of the concept!the performance is on the 28th,which means we have exactly one week to practice!!!we`re... Read More
alright,my computer is driving me nuts!i put some photos in my new folder and they won`t open...i don`t know what the problem is.so,can you please tell me if you can open them?(if not,they`re also in valentina`s folder.)what else...oh yeah:what about gwen stefani in her new burlesque-y,suicidegirl-y getup?do you like her?do you think she`s for real?i think she`s somewhat like madonna,stealing from everywhere and pretending she`s... Read More
well,what about the changes the cards were talking about?so far everything is just the same,except for my hair.i cannot stand this city anymore,it`s killing me.so i`ve made some (quiet late)new years resolutions:
1.)stop drinking
2.)stop going out when you know it`s going to be shitty&boring
3.)stop hanging with people who are not friends but just drinking-buddies who don`t care about anything and havn`t read a... Read More
so,valentina&i tried to post a photo and it doesn`t show.or it`s only visible by certain people,i don`t know.how do you do this with a mac?help!!sandbender!!
anyways,i am sooo pissed today,i`m really totally pissed.i was so into this burlesque-thing(in fact i still am)and now i had this huge fight with one of the girls.great.so now i don`t know if it`s ever gonna happen.the thing is,she`s pretty... Read More
Hi...new to the whole "SG" thing...first, you are very beautiful! I don't usually comment about that, as I'm sure you get alot of it, and there has to be such a thing as too much praise...right? I noticed you were from Germany, and as I've been back and forth to Germany alot lately, and am on my way back soon, I figured we had something (remotely) in common. It looks like I'm going to be making many trips back and forth over the next 6 months. I'm trying to learn some German, but I'm a little slow, so it's hard. Could this comment be more meaningless? Probably, but I don't see how. Like I said, I'm new. Sorry if you fell asleep before you got this far. In case you didn't, have a great one!
it sucks when people start behaving like this but sometimes in stressy situations it happens that way...
shure you can call me, the uploading thing should be explained quite fast and the rest we could talk about after tuesday, when my sister has left. ok? cool. but be warned, i'm also underfucked right now...