Frustration. I need to figure out how to eliminate this from my life. I can pinpoint exactly what gets me frustrated, I can feel when it is coming, I just don't know how to turn it off. Maybe avoidance would help, no, it doesn't really solve the issue. I know that my frustration and grief have been the number one cause of me being sick lately which frustratres me even more to know that I am responsible for the hell I have put myself through. I have found that I get frustrated when I log into myspace (I really only log on to check my messages anymore anyway). There are always these new features that they put up like the most recent one where they show you friends of your friends and say "these could be your friends". One, I would send them a message if I wanted them to be my friend or they could do the same. Two, I am even appaled to see that some of them are friends of friends (I know that sounds shitty but there is some history with that one). I don't really care who my friends are friends with, that is their business. I do care when I am told one thing but see the opposite to be true. Why not just tell the damn truth? There is a novel thought that actually works out pretty fucking well. Oh well, it really doesn't matter anymore. I am following some very good advice that a wise person gave me and hoping that will help (it should at least make me not really give a shit anyway). I think it is nap time because I am really fucking frustrated right now and probably need to just block out the whole fucking world for a little while.
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*shakes fist*
Ya me angry too....except I know why.
You and I should hang out and kill zombies and be angry together. I have wine and beer btw!