Ever feel like you are doing a bunch of work for nothing? I woke up feeling that way and it is not the best feeling in the world. I better not find out that all I have been doing is for nothing because I will not be very pleasant if that is the case. Maybe I am just having one of those off days and...
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padre:
ok, we meet on top of a tall building. We bring a wheelbarrow full of rocks both of us then get to throwing 
wsoxfan:
That's the spirit. Keeping busy is a god thing, as long as you don't become overwhelmed. Take a step back and take a deep breath. Everything will fall into place.
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wsoxfan:
I'm trying hard to stay positive and focused. I tend to backslide at times when I think too much about depressing things. It's people like you who help keep me focused.
ferkixlll:
What are you getting? How long 'till it's yours?
Keep the ''Old Bikers'' adage in mind:
''Everyone on the Road WANTS to Kill ya.''
with my corrolory:
''Failing that, they Want you to hit them,
so that they can Sue!''
Ride well.
Keep the ''Old Bikers'' adage in mind:
''Everyone on the Road WANTS to Kill ya.''
with my corrolory:
''Failing that, they Want you to hit them,
so that they can Sue!''
Ride well.
So, the universe has a little over two weeks to do something here. That's it! At that point, everything that I believe in will be lost. That's just the way it is, sorry.
Last night I took Fishii out for my favorite dinner. I guess I have a habit of taking people out for my favorite meal on their birthdays. I gotta stop that. We...
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Last night I took Fishii out for my favorite dinner. I guess I have a habit of taking people out for my favorite meal on their birthdays. I gotta stop that. We...
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sweetie:
fun habit.
ferkixlll:
MIA, are youy OK?
Yeah so, my set goes into member review on May 5th! I am excited but it is a ways away so I won't get too excited until we are closer to the date.
I don't have much else to report as of the moment but I am sure I will be back soon with something fantastic...
I don't have much else to report as of the moment but I am sure I will be back soon with something fantastic...
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wsoxfan:
I'm goint to make a note about May 5th. I hope you remind everyone when it gets closer to the date, just in case. You can count on my support.
wsoxfan:
It's people like you that make it possible to see a ray of hope.
I got my pics back today and I love them! 
I have also determined that the Girl Scouts of America want to get me fat. Apparently I ordered 6 boxes of cookies and I thought that would be enough. I went through one box today, I think I might need more...
I guess sometimes I just need to threaten myself in order to get what...
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I have also determined that the Girl Scouts of America want to get me fat. Apparently I ordered 6 boxes of cookies and I thought that would be enough. I went through one box today, I think I might need more...
I guess sometimes I just need to threaten myself in order to get what...
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mr_c:
Hello. 
bitten:
ohh i wanna see them. which kind of cookies did you get. i love the peanut butter ones. i forget the name. 
I am disappearing for a while. I was fooled again, that's my fault. You would think I would have learned my lesson years ago. Maybe one day I will learn to trust again but I don't see that happening anytime soon. If I was tough to get close to before, that is nothing compared to what it will be from this point on. Sometimes people...
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wsoxfan:
Sorry that you're hurting. I hope you heal quickly.
heatdude:
Good luck my friend I hope everything works out for you..
I guess it is time for a new blog. So here goes. Happy Valentines Day everyone. I hope it is a wonderful one for all of you! Last week I had a photo shoot and I am really happy with the way it went. I can't wait till I get the pictures back! A great big thanks to Fishii for helping it go so smoothly....
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pawko4b:
Gah I didn't wish you a happy valentine's day. How did I miss that. *big hug* I still loves ya 
heatdude:
I'm not doing that good at the moment. Kinda depressed and just feeling yuckie...
Lots of changes are taking place in my little world. I started to feel overwhelmed because I have a tendency to want to do everything all at once. I had to take a step back, breathe deeply, ask for a little guidance from my fairy godmother, and realize that I can do it all I just have to take it one step at a time....
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bitten:
i am excited to see you in front of the camera! I miss it too. I have 2 sets coming out soon though. haha one in less than 2 weeks. I just love shooting.
heatdude:
butrcup79 + camera= 
The verdict is in, I have officially lost my mind. At least that is what most people might think. I was sitting at work, bored out of my freaking mind when it hit me. I am not happy with my job, I am bored with what I do, I dont see the value in what I am doing, it is not fulfilling to me. Then...
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darkriver:
You haven't lost your mind at all!!! Actually, just the opposite is true! You have decided to make your life what you want it to be, and it sounds as if you are already taking steps to realize that for yourself! I say Yay to you, those are big decisions and changes, but for the better!!! Would you rather come home after work dejected because it's just the daily grind, or happy because you are living the life and doing the job that you actually want to do? When we go on our weekend rides, and I ask you how your week was, you should be excited to share the stories from a great work week, not feeling blah because of a sos workweek! So no. You have lost nothing, you have gained your focus!!!
padre:
Doesn't sound like you lost your mind, in fact it sounds like the exact opposite. You had a moment of clarity, an epiphany if you will. All those things sounded like a real headache but they did help you to realize you have to change something. And it's good change so my hats off to you
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mrsted_stryker:
((hugs))???
umm NOT what I wanted to say.. but the long list I just got in my PM has a lot of the same things that I think about you on a daily basis.
You are my bff.. lol my super duper BFF!
I love ya honey!
umm NOT what I wanted to say.. but the long list I just got in my PM has a lot of the same things that I think about you on a daily basis.
You are my bff.. lol my super duper BFF!
I love ya honey!
aldremech:
You know I will walk right beside you hun
I just got my grade on my final in my other class. I did a superb job on my essay on the history of tattoos. I got an A in the class which means more tuition reimbursement money in my pocket which also means another chunk of change to put towards the bike. I am so super stoked right now! I really thought that this...
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wsoxfan:
I think you just entered the Guiness book of records for fastest friend request approval. I appreciate it.
Things are going good. The layoff did not affect me. I still have my job and was basically told to keep on kicking ass! I got one of my final grades back and I got an A! Woo Hoo! I should find out about my other class today, fingers are still crossed for an A. I started my next term of classes and so far...
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mrsted_stryker:
And he IS an old man! ^^^^^^
We DO need to make that a regular thing..I am actually going to check and see what ELSE is out there for 2 player games!
And anytime you wanna come over, you are welcome! You dont need my permission or anything, you are just always welcome!
^^^^^^We DO need to make that a regular thing..I am actually going to check and see what ELSE is out there for 2 player games!
And anytime you wanna come over, you are welcome! You dont need my permission or anything, you are just always welcome!
pawko4b:
Yes need to practice in the downtown, but there is no I in team ms butrcup. Congrats on your A. Hey we'll both be 21 with 9 years of experience this year but it's just a number on paper babe .
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