butch041

i'm trying to stay sober, but i'm drunk again!

is fhrushstrated...

...i'm sick of everybody....dont know who my friends are...people change too quickly....dont know what to do...i think im alone most of the time...and im fine with that...just hate people who say theyll always be there....then they suddenly forget you when theyre preoccupied with that certain someone...then they act like nothing is wrong...no one is true to what they say...all i ask is for some consistency...thats...
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if it all dried up and it blew away... would you turn around or would you stay?

is fhrushstrated...

i don't really like febuary... eff st. valentines day! and the start of the year.
i like march better..... happy basesball season!

bah!
finally back to work today after two months off! ...it feels good after eight hours. hopefully it keeps up! even though my boss is still fucked.......i guess i have a real reason to drink now like every other 'merican.......we'll, i probly drank more when i was outta work! ..but fuc it. nothn' feels better than that first drink after a good days work..........ah, stupid...
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this no work thing suckx right now!....startin' to get really bored...thank christ gas is still cheap....although its kinda nice not havin' to get out of bed when i'm hungover! hopefully the new year will bring better times... better friends... better girls... and more work. am not sad to see this year go. look forward to.....anything. bah!

while you are fucin' you ...fuc me!