Why is it, that I'm begining to feel more comfortable at work than I am at home? I'm starting to get to know my work mates more so than my own family. I've probly seen my stepfather for a grand total of...3 minutes this week. My mom only 5.
What the hell is going on?!
I need to move out. I can't talk to my parents anymore without my mother getting down on me about something I should be doing.
LET ME BE FOR CHRIST SAKE!!
I've never got along with any of my mom's husbands. Well ok, there's only been 2. Not counting my father, whom I have no relationship with anyways.
Fuck'm. Fuck'm all.
There's a line in Fight Club about not believing in god because our fathers are not here in our lives. That really stuck with me. Before I even heard that, I've always thought it. Wierd.
Oh yeah...Nikki is thinking about becoming a Suicide Girl.
What the hell is going on?!
I need to move out. I can't talk to my parents anymore without my mother getting down on me about something I should be doing.
LET ME BE FOR CHRIST SAKE!!
I've never got along with any of my mom's husbands. Well ok, there's only been 2. Not counting my father, whom I have no relationship with anyways.
Fuck'm. Fuck'm all.
There's a line in Fight Club about not believing in god because our fathers are not here in our lives. That really stuck with me. Before I even heard that, I've always thought it. Wierd.
Oh yeah...Nikki is thinking about becoming a Suicide Girl.
i work at a small business, so it really is like family. none of us are anything alike but we're forced to get along. but i think it's not really forced, we all just look at each other's good attributes. its nice to not be a number though.
awwwww a cute girl with cute freckles. send her my best wishes.