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Push The Button!

Yesterday was better than the many others before.
My body and soul felt better. I had fun listening to music. I ate a lot of unhealthy food.

... And five minutes ago i broke the button of my toilet flushing into two pieces - holy shit!
Maybe the bathroom becomes a swimming pool this night. *g*

Motivation

,,, still down near zero.
Music triggers enourmosly, thougts get in touch with the autumn sky.

Still standing. Still standing?

Four To The Floor

Hi there!
Nothing special new to write about my life during the last weeks ...
Today there is a special party where the german SGs and members come together and finally the German SGs strip for the audience. I think, they will have very much fun and spam all over the group after the event.

In my life I spend many...
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Good day!

- I've updated my profile because my nigth was veeeeeeery long (what means my time in my warm and lazy bed was too short again) and when I started to change it it was 03:36 a.m.. 'Insomna at its best' for me tonight and so I cleaned up the informations and made this new pic, which is post prepared with some grafik manipulation...
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-> Also isch versth jtz' nd, warum Ihr jde Monad zhld!

-> Bld, dass ich schn bin! Schn, dass Du bld bist!

Insomnia- sleeples in Windowspolis

*hrrrrr*
Sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much work and tooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo little time for doing someting good to my body and soul.
I'm afraid about that it will be so for the next years. If it comes so i will have to leave SG soon.

Current mood: some kind of sadness.

Upcoming downforcing

Hey there!

Since yesterday I'm ongoing deeper and deeper into the mood and feelings of depression and the ongoing pain again.
Yesterday evening I saw internet sites which once were set up by friends, family or other near people in memorian of people which died very soon, too soon. I normally only show such a behaviour if my depressions are upcoming and get...
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Another Brick In The Wall

Hm, today was better then the days before. For a good conclusion the radio station I'm listening to plays Korn with this cover song. Now it's time for me to go to bed. At 09:15 a.m. I have to be at the "Agentur fr Arbeit".

Bye.

Junkie do, junkie die!

Do even coffee junkies die?
I'm truely a bit too hardly addicted to this "black shit", I think.

During the last few days my addiction to SG calmed down somehow and so I'm not very interested in the current sets. I also think they often aren't as "true" as the past ones. It seems like the "grand jury" only has eyes...
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*Boaaaaagh!*

Have a great night out there!
I'm still alive but I'm not in the mood to write down lines that make more sense.

Bye.

Hehe

Using stupid prefixes to form more stupid words

Do you know the situation that you are forming new words with some prefixes by putting them into a rhyme to the somehow (in situational meaning) corresponding preceding word?
I do so and now for the whole last week. Shoudn't I stop drinking coffee and caffeine drinks?! I think I should do so...
An examples for the...
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Hehe, I've upgraded my mobile phone - a BENQ-SIEMENS EL71 - which had shown some sucking fucking errors in the past. There were complete shutdowns without any sense or reason, malfunctions in the menues and in the last weeks the slider top began to waggle in its locking. That made me very angry, the phone was by my mobile access provider for repair and came...
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