burstandbloom

Valentine's Day is a holiday for florirsts, and chocolate companies, and card companies, and lingerie stores
and lovers i guess

but I've never been in love

Never even been in a real relationship
some girls would say we were "dating" or whatever- but -sadly- I've never felt like I've been in love
I was close one time in college- I think- but she didnt like me as much as I liked her and that baffeled me

I always thought that if I really liked a girl, she would like me too but I was wrong
I'm not sure why I was surprised, I know some girls have really like me and I havent felt the same for them
but
I dont know

I guess Valentine's Day has always been just another day to me ....
but I'd like it to be more