burnwitme

This thing we call work, it cuts into my social life. Not to mention my lazy time..... The fact that i have to be there 5 out of 7 days of the week geez.

ima get you high today, cause its friday,you aint got no job, and you aint got nothing to do.....

Man not feeling too hot today, having some sinus trouble, so taking the day off. Gotta love having paid sick leave. got some new ink done on my sleeve its coming along fucking fantastic, its not even half way done and im already getting compliments.

some updates....work sucks as usual. got a new woman in my life, this one seems to be on the up...
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Back to work, and it has to be todday, bleh. but im going crazy just sitting around the house.

Yes yes, im back. been pretty sick past couple days. Hospital stay here and there, but finally home. Thats the bad news. Good news, my GF and i are back together, which is a big relief. Miss her tons!!!!!

Worked out this morning, and having a nice breakfast ofcreatineand protein shakes, mmmmmmm i keep thinking its saturday. was thinking the same all day yesterday as well. maybe im wanting sunday to come again for church. hmmmm

My student loan.....paid the fuck off, im officially debt free!!!

Thinking of moving......to vegas.....im tired of being in hawaii. i want change. what in doing right now doesnt make me happy. and its been way too long since ive been truly happy. got a good job there waiting for me if i want it, and i do have extended family there. yeah moving to vegas hmmmmm.

So instead of hanging out with the right crowd, i hung out with the wrong ones. Big mistake, but i did do something for myself and went to the last place i thought id go.....church. Honestly i needed to. it should have been the first place i went to, to help with my heavy heart mind and soul. It was very enlighting, emotional, spritual. I...
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Another staurday, but today i got my eye on the prize. Im finding out how much im worth with my girl leaving me i know i deserve better. I deserve someone that will love me for who i am. for what im worth. and im fucking worth alot. yes she just left me, but thereis that someone ive known for awhile that ive always had...
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worst day ever. found out that my "ex" is already involved. and got shit on a work all day.....yay

So my gf called it quits, and gave me the "its not you, its me" speech. riiiight. how does someone deal with that? i gave her my all, yet gave her, her space. we were in a long distance thing sooooo i dont know how much space i can give.

i did get to go to the gym today, felt good but im sore. i...
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