burne

I was talking to my teacher friend the other day. I had told him that I felt like a man in his 70's looking back on his life, and trying to figure out if there was any purpose in it. I told him that if I met people and the whole friendship/relationship aspect didn't have a purpose, then I was quick to leave.

I tryied to find purpose with someone here, or at least the Illusion or purpose, but couldn't find it. so I'm gonna need to go cold turkey for a while... it's not "really" serious, but you know? if you don't do these things every once in a while they can take a loooooong time to get through it. like months. so I'll just deal with it now.

see ya in a couple of weeks (I'll try and comment)