Tuesday Oct 26, 2004

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-Stepping out the machine.

I'm having a really hard time figuring out people...

when you try to be really into the whole "making friends" part of this site, you kinda run into people who are like "eh....okaay" about the fact that you're into meeting new people. it's like I come on here, and I have to deal with "real life". I mean fuck, if I wanted real life I'd cancel my payments, and walk outside my fucking door. the reason why we pay, and show our journals is for other people to comment on our lives. get another opinion, or just to say "you're right", but like I'll comment on a journal, or I'll want to make a person feel better and I get the shaft.

this is so fucking stupid. I'm on a computer, and I can't make friends....a...fucking...machine...

you know? my friend said something I have to put in a book, he said: " life isn't hard, it really is'nt, it's people who make life hard." I can understand working for 50 years, I can understand dying, and dieases, and suffering, but me paying to feel shitty. I rather not.
noctem:
Damn man, that's fucking harsh. frown Sorry you're getting the shaft from other people. There's always gonna be assholes in our lives. Always. But they should just make the people that you do have around mean that much more to you. And I don't mean just the people on the computer. Anyone in your life. I know you and I don't know each other hardly at all, but I do mean what I'm saying, and I hope you don't think I'm just rattling off some generic bullshit here. I hope you stick around for a while, you're my only comic book friend on here. smile And you're the only other comic book artist that I know at all. So if any of this gets through, glad I could help. If not, well then I don't know. When people fuck you around too long, you tend to get jaded, and that's really not any better. So I hope that doesn't happen. Well I'm gonna shut up now, talk to you later....
zanafar:
I know what you mean man. I got my own little fantasy world that I have to retreat to WAY to often to get away from the bullshit.
I hope that you feel alittle better by the time you read this, and don't forget that you do have some friends here smile

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