wow. that month sure sucked
I was at a severe low point, prolly my lowest. I quit doing assingments. I stopped doing the book. a girl said she regreted almost having an affair with me, my digi-cam finally gave up on me and I must've canceled and un canceled my account like 4 times
sorry for the lack of responses and stuff
but things are...
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What a day.
here is a brief summary about how this day went:
wake up. bad classroom experince. porn. naked pictures. handjob. comics.venting over bad day. nap. pissed. ended "friendship" of about 4 weeks. bothered. cannot watch the rest of sideways.
I'm sorry I haven't replied to any of you people. I'm just at an very low point, and everything is suffering because of it
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_alice_:
it starts with a few chrysanthemums on my shoudler with some rocks under them, and some waves coming up from my elbow in traditional japanese tattoo style.
i`m not so good at explaining things, so i`ll show you a picture when it`s done.
how are you?
i`m not so good at explaining things, so i`ll show you a picture when it`s done.
how are you?
noctem:
Oh yeah 
I don't think I'll ever be going back to that place ever again
I don't think I'll ever be going back to that place ever again
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ultraman:
i was supposed to see it friday nite...never got to. i came in to late to penn st, & the 2 was packed to my lil sis spot. plus...it was bout to open up & dump all kinds of water on us... 
ill see it this weekend.
ill see it this weekend.
noctem:
It was a full moon....I can't help it
I haven't been this depressed in a while....where to start..
thats cool job that I was going to have, I didn't get, but the fucked up thing was that the boss called me, and said that she really liked me, better than the person she hired, and that she didn't wish any "ill will" toward her, but if it doesn't work out. I'm in.
...what...
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glittercat:
Hey pal! Sorry things have been so tough for you. The woman that could have been your boss sounds unpredictable and very co-dependant- she is afraid to havve someone not like her. I hate when people pull shit like that. Is this the time to really get cracking on your comics dreams? can you please make a list of your goals for the next year and visulize them for ten minutes a day.
The weight will come right off. Have you tried weight trainiing at all? I love it, but as i can't afford a gym right now, I just do pilates in my living room.
When in a depressing phase just be sure to get plenty of fresh air, and be kind to yourself.
If you are leaving this site, please keep in touch.
velvettart@yahoo.com
I will miss you. Be well. Things are probably changing right now!
Good luck in the month ahead.
~Rebecca
The weight will come right off. Have you tried weight trainiing at all? I love it, but as i can't afford a gym right now, I just do pilates in my living room.
When in a depressing phase just be sure to get plenty of fresh air, and be kind to yourself.
If you are leaving this site, please keep in touch.
velvettart@yahoo.com
I will miss you. Be well. Things are probably changing right now!
Good luck in the month ahead.
~Rebecca
miho:
I am going to the 10:00 show tonight. I'm so wet 
futhermore on my downward spiral.
all the negative things I've ever wanted to say to a girl who hurt me I said to a girl tonight and I feel fine.
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shoegal:
thanks 
miho:
I thinks it is very wonderful to share your feelings good or bad with the source. Are you doing okay?
I was so mad today..still am, but I was so mad today that during screaming in my car. I actually barked
it wasn't like "woof" but like a really loud grunt with a "fttt" at the end
school is the bane of my life
it wasn't like "woof" but like a really loud grunt with a "fttt" at the end
school is the bane of my life
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xip:
Sometimes I growl. Once during sex I nayed, like a pony. It was a total accident.
xip
xip
nightmares:
And thats why I never went back to school......crazy people barking.
MTV 2's Wonder Showzen, is the most disturbing, most funniest show I've seen in a long time. I've never cryed so hard.
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_alice_:
oh, and let`s saaaaay relationship
miho:
I know I know, what can I say?
oh yeah, and I have a fuck-buddy whom I don't fuck. couple of weeks ago she tried to date rape me..I feel like those kids on the "life stories: family's in crisis" shows they use to have on HBO back in the day. I'm not the "fuck buddy type" I just don't fuck. I've never fucked. and I don't intend on just fucking. I'm 24...
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_alice_:
i`ve had fuck buddies before, and i`ve had relationships before.
for me it just depends on how i`m feeling about the person, i guess.
to each his own.
and you`re saying that being 24 is scary because it`s 6 years away from 30?
what`s wrong with 30?
you worry too much
for me it just depends on how i`m feeling about the person, i guess.
to each his own.
and you`re saying that being 24 is scary because it`s 6 years away from 30?
what`s wrong with 30?
you worry too much
toxicride:
Thanks much.
I just found out that I have a job being a senior graphic designer at painted pieces
I really wanted this job, cause the art is fucking amazing.
I want to say more but I'm always busy with school, and these projects.
and
and I want to hear FrancaLingua tell me stories of how she grew up while getting ready to go out DJ'ing. pulling...
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I really wanted this job, cause the art is fucking amazing.
I want to say more but I'm always busy with school, and these projects.
and
and I want to hear FrancaLingua tell me stories of how she grew up while getting ready to go out DJ'ing. pulling...
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_alice_:
new jobs are the best, congratulations!
..... and damn, you really know how to make a girl blush .
..... and damn, you really know how to make a girl blush
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spaceboy:
your profile pic rocks
It's hard enough finding a girl for me. I'm like a combination lock when it comes to women. so far I've met 2 girls at my college that are incredible. they are talkative, and funny, they actually like comic books (and I'm sorry thats a fuckin rareity for girls) and so "as a matter of fact" in the way of thier facal expressions. the combinations...
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_alice_:
awww, aren`t you sweet
i didn`t realize those pictures were so damn small.
now i have to resize them again
i`m putting off studying for a midterm tomorrow...
but i suppose i should probably get to it at some point...
unless i get distracted again, which is very possible.
stupid vicious cycle.
to you.
i didn`t realize those pictures were so damn small.
now i have to resize them again
i`m putting off studying for a midterm tomorrow...
but i suppose i should probably get to it at some point...
unless i get distracted again, which is very possible.
stupid vicious cycle.
to you.
alyk:
looks like I'm attached at the hip with j until friday, but drop me a comment when you get a chance...
I have an almost impossible work load that I have to do, and I don't know if I'll get to all of it.
my book. my new english class at night, my history of violence piece, this storyboarding of a friend of a friends movie, this game: devil may cry 3, netflix, comics to read, homework, classwork, selling stuff of ebay just to make some...
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ben_:
thanks! well i'm better now, i slept the whole day (more or less) and just my throat hurts... whatever
missmuffet:
im so glad i missed the snow storm!
1. thanks to all that replied, it's great to have people to share this shit with.
my mind is overloaded right now. I picked up this graphic design book, and theres so much cool shit that I want to try out.
I have to work on book design, mainly cause I want my novel to not look like a regular graphic novel, but something really...
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llona:
wow, good luck with your book!
yeah, that pic is from valentine's day- i went to a good friend's birth. it was awesome. she had an easy birth and i snuck her out of labor and delivery when she was in early labor and we went down to the cafeteria and ate waffles.
she had a precious baby girl.
xo
yeah, that pic is from valentine's day- i went to a good friend's birth. it was awesome. she had an easy birth and i snuck her out of labor and delivery when she was in early labor and we went down to the cafeteria and ate waffles.
she had a precious baby girl.
xo
noctem:
I understand what you're saying about worrying that a relationship will take away from your work. And to be honest, it probably will. If you can manage to find that delecate balance, let me know how you did it I could use a tip on that. I've been so uninspired to work lately, bleh.....Actually though, a friend and I are working on an idea for a new book. Some cool sci-fi shit. So that's getting the fire going again 
I admire you work ethic man, don't fuck it up 
Late.....
I could use a tip on that. I've been so uninspired to work lately, bleh.....Actually though, a friend and I are working on an idea for a new book. Some cool sci-fi shit. So that's getting the fire going again I admire you work ethic man, don't fuck it up Late.....
i`m starting to feel better as well, but i`m still having my moments of depression.
finals are over for me next week, and i`ll have time to relax and figure out my summer.