burnbright

i would just like to state for the record, that every couple i have ever been close with in some fashion or other has been bullshit. they always annoy the fuck out of me because why can't you just be your own person? anytime you get close with someone, their interests and likes and dislkes, etc, can sort of merge into you, but why do people disappear into others? i don't understand.

this is not to say i don't have a small problem with putting other people before myself and my own needs. it's a bad habit that i've never been able to quit. but... i don't know.

i guess couples are just annoying me. their rules and their restrictions... i can't handle it.


in other, more interesting news... remember my porn rant? yeah, so apparently my sister went to the museum of sex in NYC over the weekend. they were showing porn from the 1920s or something. and what was it of? girls giving blow jobs and then letting guys cum all over their face.

aahahahaha.
people never change.


well, you're selfish and i'm sorry
when i'm gone, you'll be going nowhere fast
would you believe me if i said i didn't need you?
'cause i wouldn't believe you if you said that shit to me