Alright...ran into my ex-girlfriend tonight...and I found out that she's had two abortions with her current boyfriend.
I'd like to think that I'm an open minded person, but this really fucks with my head.
I try to put myself in the position of her current boyfriend. I try to think that I'd be this great father...but then I don't even know if I'd be there. I don't know if I'd be drunk or if I'd be able to take care of him.
It's so fucking scary growing up and facing things that you are just going to face. Why is there no class dealing with this shit in high school? What a fucking joke public education is...
Anyways...I'm going to bed...I'm going to mind fuck myself over this...what do you think?
PS I'm listening to massive amounts of ALL...they make me feel better...
I'd like to think that I'm an open minded person, but this really fucks with my head.
I try to put myself in the position of her current boyfriend. I try to think that I'd be this great father...but then I don't even know if I'd be there. I don't know if I'd be drunk or if I'd be able to take care of him.
It's so fucking scary growing up and facing things that you are just going to face. Why is there no class dealing with this shit in high school? What a fucking joke public education is...
Anyways...I'm going to bed...I'm going to mind fuck myself over this...what do you think?
PS I'm listening to massive amounts of ALL...they make me feel better...
bella:
Aww thatnks hun. I really needed that comment..I will be doing work in Montreal this nexy week....I cant wait! I hope all is well....Send me any6thing so I can have it in my shoot....I would love it! I Have very few cool SG friends.xo-M