bunnywoah

ugh. sacramento. why are you the way you are? never has a city made me feel so depedent. the majority of my plans either fell thru or i was made to wait ridiculous amounts of time that never amounted to anything. one thing i love about living in san francisco is that once i got settled in, i felt so independent. I wanted to go somewhere, I went. I mean sure I have to wait for the damned muni BUT I don't have to wait at home for hours only to be flaked on, put off, or just well not called at all. I was supposed to hang out with one of my friends from here but by the time my "posse" (which really wasn't my posse, i just got pawned off on some folks because my friend i was staying with had other obligations) got the show on the road i was a few beers deep. they took me to a frickin coffee shop, with promises of the bar i wanted to visit later. cue midnight and i'm fucking over it. im tired. im getting shy. and i really just want to go home. or to my friends house that im staying with that isn't even there.

i did however have a good time with the boyfriend once we finally got together. he made me dinner. we had a fire. we had the hot tub. we had the house to ourselves. so nice. i'm trying to convince myself that i need to detach...but we still have a good 8 or 9 months of a relationship left until he goes to NY for school. so i'll just ride it out, enjoy it and hope he doesn't get accepted there and just gets accepted here. hah.