skint,fat and stuck at home.
my life is fucking great.
how am i ever going to get ANYWHERE in make up stuck in the hell hole that is stoke-on-trent?.And why the fuck am i so forgiving?seriously i just get let down all the time.I honestly need to take my own advice and just fuck every one off.It gets to a point where i have to rota in a sad day with people ...so fucking sick of everyone being depressed and miserable...to tell the truth im done.im going to be selfish for one as i only end up getting drainned and strangely no one ever goes "you ok babes" and im not ok.Im really not.I know that sounds selfish and i dont give a fuck.....i dread looking at my phone to see whose ringing me as i know its someone to moan at me...so it ends here.Deal with it...i i do not care...dont text,ring,call round to see me or scomment me unless its something to do with you not purging your shit on me!.Esp when i know people in worse posistions than you who never moan unless prodded.
Theres honestly no point to my life at the minute.Ive always thought that uni was something i had to put up with and it was my inbetween life and then London i could start doing things i wanted..but once again i get stuck in limbo even more...
what to do?.Even work experience would be amazing but no one ever offers it..so im going to have to go and annoy some more people again..it wouldnt bother me usually but i fucking good at what i do and other artist who are shit usually get it...typical if you pay peanuts you get monkeys and photographers you really can tell..
Any way you cunts rants over im going to put my smile back on...no point in dreaming of dreamland if you cant be bothered to go and work to get there...
as for the set...dont think so...just cant see myself ever fitting on here with my face and body so ill just have to leave it for when your alone in your beds to see my boobies..what a shame
Im going to buy a lotto ticket and dream woot!!!.
and i end this rant with a text message ive just recieveed....make up job....ms tragique only you could make me feel better
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my life is fucking great.
how am i ever going to get ANYWHERE in make up stuck in the hell hole that is stoke-on-trent?.And why the fuck am i so forgiving?seriously i just get let down all the time.I honestly need to take my own advice and just fuck every one off.It gets to a point where i have to rota in a sad day with people ...so fucking sick of everyone being depressed and miserable...to tell the truth im done.im going to be selfish for one as i only end up getting drainned and strangely no one ever goes "you ok babes" and im not ok.Im really not.I know that sounds selfish and i dont give a fuck.....i dread looking at my phone to see whose ringing me as i know its someone to moan at me...so it ends here.Deal with it...i i do not care...dont text,ring,call round to see me or scomment me unless its something to do with you not purging your shit on me!.Esp when i know people in worse posistions than you who never moan unless prodded.
Theres honestly no point to my life at the minute.Ive always thought that uni was something i had to put up with and it was my inbetween life and then London i could start doing things i wanted..but once again i get stuck in limbo even more...
what to do?.Even work experience would be amazing but no one ever offers it..so im going to have to go and annoy some more people again..it wouldnt bother me usually but i fucking good at what i do and other artist who are shit usually get it...typical if you pay peanuts you get monkeys and photographers you really can tell..
Any way you cunts rants over im going to put my smile back on...no point in dreaming of dreamland if you cant be bothered to go and work to get there...
as for the set...dont think so...just cant see myself ever fitting on here with my face and body so ill just have to leave it for when your alone in your beds to see my boobies..what a shame
Im going to buy a lotto ticket and dream woot!!!.
and i end this rant with a text message ive just recieveed....make up job....ms tragique only you could make me feel better
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drty_fckn_btch:
You're so right not to do a set....you are pretty for sure...someone told me; "Being a SG doesn't make you pretty, being a SG only make you naked" 
madviking:
Sorry to hear you're feeling crappy but don't feel bad about not letting other people dump their emotional baggage on you. Sometimes you have to put yourself first and if other people want to call that selfish maybe they aren't the sort of people you need to have around you.