sometimes...things happen where we know that life can go either one of two ways and theres usually one way in which weare secrectly hoping things will go..this is currently happening to me.I have been given a chance at something and although im trying not to get my hopes up, if this thing happen then maybe just *maybe* i can have my cake and eat it...well not in the literal sense but if i get this then hopefully my future after uni will involve charlie and me rather then me starting all over again...alone and in a new place.
i know thats a strange thing to say but its really true...i know that without this thing ( and i cannot say what it is dont want to jinx it..but if it happens then i promise you will know at some point) so please please please keep your fingers crossed and wish me luck!...only a short blog today as its tragiques bday party tonight so im going to go and get ready!whoop whoop..i shall fill you in on the news and goss later!hope to hear from you hun xxxx
i know thats a strange thing to say but its really true...i know that without this thing ( and i cannot say what it is dont want to jinx it..but if it happens then i promise you will know at some point) so please please please keep your fingers crossed and wish me luck!...only a short blog today as its tragiques bday party tonight so im going to go and get ready!whoop whoop..i shall fill you in on the news and goss later!hope to hear from you hun xxxx
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The goss well there isn't much more that isn't in my blog aside from today's developments such as they are. I think I have another date with another girl in two weeks time. Beginning to feel a bit weird that there is more than one girl at any one point who would be interested in going out with me.