bunnydoll

They gave the results in advance...
and I failed...
I feel like I'm gonna puke right now...
I won't give up, those motherfuckers will see me next year...
What the others have that I don't...?
but right now I'm depressed fucking angry, I could kill someone, and laugh and cry at the same time...remember this post with the "grenade" part I feel the same...

I remember yesterday I had a bad dream about my failure, I guess dreams come true, but never the good ones... unfairness seems to always come in the way...and I can't do anything about it...





Next thing: emptying me head and think about my Tat's design...