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I really have a bad headache tonight. That make me sick cause it's always in this moments that i think of the things who doesn't go well in my life !
I love my job but i have a fucking crap salary ! I'm always short at the end of the month. My credit card is getting load and load !!
I want things that i belive i'll never be able to afford. Putain... C'est vraiment dprimant.

Sometimes i really think that it's too expensive to dream. I never talk of the future cause i'm always uncertain of tommorow ! Fucking stupid money... Always money...

Fucking headache...