bully

in a weird place right now.
not physically speaking.

i recently became aware of the fact that more people genuinely care about me than i had ever thought.
and it's become apparent to me that i don't know what to do with that, i'm not used to it.
i'd like to be though.
used to it that is.
i'm gonna work on that.

this is the first night i've had to myself in a while.
i half love it.
half hate it.
i don't even have my puppy dawg here.
now THAT is something i'll never get used to.
and i don't ever want to.

all is well though.
i guess.
almost done with school.
looking at an apt next week, or even this weekend in columbus.
that's something that i'm really looking forward to.
i want to be around people that i care about.
[[hopefully these people know who they are]]


my ex, who i spent...meh roughly 6 years with, left me a message on my myspace the other day.
says he's been thinking a lot about me lately and just wanted to make sure i was happy.
i always believe him for the first 5 seconds.
and then i remember that he lives to f*ck with me.
lives for it.
it's cool though.
i like to think i laid that down a long time ago.

i went out to take pictures today.
i'm obsessed with this one spot on this one road that i hardly drive down.
and i also saw a pretty tree.
mmmmm










pretty pretty.

allllllllrighty. i've run out of things to write about.
i think i'm waiting for something really amazing to happen.
and it's just not happening.
so, i've decided that i'll just wait for it to rain instead.
i'm in love with storms.

happy fourth kids.




bully

i listened to this all day.
while i drove around with eye glasses that i really don't need.
a zebra hoodie that it was entirely too warm for.
and a strawberry flavored ring pop strategically placed on my middle finger.




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