bukkakeg0d

Two months ago I met an amazing girl online on plentyoffish. Granted she's a good deal younger than me but we hit it off. We talked for hours a day. Same interests and same personality. I've tried real hard to meet her but between my jobs and her working two jobs and having a young baby it hasn't been easy. Lately tho I think she's just been blowing me off completely. I've told her straight up that I think ses awesome and beautiful and that I'd like to take her out and she said she would love that. But she never has the time. Now I'm not sure but to me it seems like she's just giving me the run around lately. She doesn't respond hardly any more when I MSG her. And if she does she's just not like she used to be. Now step forward to today, valentines day. I send her a msg because she's on saying happy valentines day. And I got nothing back. I know she saw it but not even a thank you or anything. Talk about being depressed. I truely thought that this one was the perfect one for me. It sure seemed like it. But now I just don't know any more. I'm tired of being single and alone. It's been five years since ive really dated anyone and I just miss having the company and companionship that a good relationship would bring. But it seems that I'm just destined to be alone. I'm getting to old for this shit. I just want to find someone and settle down with them. I want to find a soul ate and start a better life and a family. Ive got plenty to give and offer but apparently out here that's just not good enough. I've got no where else to rant about this but on here. I just need my life changing moment and I need it soon. Being the nice guy sucks.