So I am really becoming depressed. I don't know what to do with myself. I have applied for jobs and I have tried to meet people. I am just at a complete loss. My life fell apart in one week, and I don't know why I am not absolutely bat shit crazy, crying and throwing things. this is very out of character for me. I am just as calm and collected as can be. Like I somehow know that it will all be better soon. I must really be numb or something. oh well. 
*Okay, so I'm gonna go out and see if I can try to have some fun. Wish me LUCK!
*Okay, so I'm gonna go out and see if I can try to have some fun. Wish me LUCK!
zephyra:
It will be better soon...it's just gonna take more than one week. time makes things better.