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So I lost my fucking job today!
Really how much more can I take? or maybe I should say get, because I can take a lot. However the weird part is my former employer is paying me for the next 2 weeks???
I had a nice dinner with my mother tonight, which consisted of mostly wine, and a side ceasar salad. I think she might get me a job, no a career, where she works. She is someone that I look up to professionally very much. She is an amazing public speaker, I actually got to listen to a speech she gave in New York over the internet which was very inspiring.
I love Grrlhavoc with all of my heart and I always will, but I think I am beginning to understand that we are needing to go our seperate ways. She will always be very special to me, and I will never be able to love another quite the way I have loved her, but I know I will love again, and that will be just as special.
And of course my kitten Hermione is taking such good care of me emotionally. Cats are just so damn intuitive.

*Off to go out to the Barn*