buffinmuffin

I have been very sick for the past several weeks, and don't seem to be getting better.

I feel like Grrlhavoc is about ready to leave me, cut my throat or just plain kill me. She doesn't really communicate how she feels with me, and it's hard to get her to talk. The longer we are together, the more I feel like I don't really know her. I guess she just seems to be going through a lot of changes right now, and I don't understand her. But then again, maybe I'm not supposed to. Confusion overwelms me... beyond belief.

Well... what do I know, I am just a paranoind fucker... and that's not new.