I need to get laid.
It has literally been 1 year and 6 monts..
maybe even more.
thats just a very rough estimate.
Right now my 'coin purse' feels like its being hit by a hammer.
I'm NOT $ALWAYS very sexual person either.
Yeeeah. Fuck. Same thing happened to me -- had just gotten there, and my car had a tiny problem .. and Firestone fucked me pretty hard. Back to square one.
I need some excitement.
I think I'm lacking water or vitamin c or something.
I'm always tired..
Slouching around the house when I'm not working...
I used to get paid for taking pictures...I miss it.
I miss going to beautiful places and taking pictures that only I could find something wonderful in.
Disneyland, specifically calls to me, as well as Arcata and San Fran.
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There was a line from the film Mary Reilly (very underrated film, btw) that I've long felt beautifully expressed the duality of human nature, "[I wished] to be the knife as well as the wound." It is our perspective of ourselves and the world around us that gives meaning to things. One is only a monster if one believes oneself to be.
You have my sympathy for your malaise. Earlier this year I had my own fracture; I felt as a monster for several months. Things improved and I worked on myself. Sometimes I wonder if I've only created a different kind of monster.
No easy answers. But we're out here. Listening. Hoping.
I just got back from some bar.
i know most of you dont know me all to well, and thats coolio, but i seldom drink.
I am absolutely hammered.
(its hard to type...let alone form a complete sentence).
4. possibly 5, shots of tequila and vodka
3 beers
not like me.
I feel like i am standing on the very curve of the earth.
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UPDATE: I found her at around 130-145, she was a little beaten up. Shes missing all her back claws and a few of her front..her left back paw is a little bloody but she seems to be just fine now...
My cat is missing...
shes an indoor cat
so i dont wanna hear anyone say
"uuuh. shes a cat. thats what they do."