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Wednesday Dec 29, 2004

Dec 29, 2004
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Tonight I'm having dinner with a friend that I haven't really talked to in 3 years. We went out for a short time, and then we were roommates for a year. It ended badly. Very badly. I saw here a few months ago at her art show opening. Recently we've been emailing some, and now dinner. She didn't like my girlfriend, now ex girlfriend, and once she found out that we weren't together she started emailing more. No, I don't think she's like "interested" in me again, but I do wonder what she wants from me now. I have this history of being close to women that like to use me. This woman cost me literally thousands of dollars. But tonight she claims she's buying me dinner.

I'm not nervous, I'm just tired. Tired of people making me feel weird. I miss being a little more even kieled, able to take a punch. Little things send me spinning lately. It makes me want to hide from people that I even enjoy being around. But being by myself isn't so good either.

So tonight I'm going out with someone I really don't care to go out with. I sure am stupid for being so damn smart. bok
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paintedbat:
lol so damn smart
Dec 29, 2004
fatdavid8:
I don't know what to say, eh? I tend to be with whomever I'm with and pretty casually burn bridges, so if you were looking for advice on how to live life without being a sociopath, then I'm not your guy. wink

I'd say, go to dinner with just enough cash to cover what you'll be eating, leave your credit cards at home, and don't invite her back to your place...but I'm pretty paranoid.
Dec 29, 2004

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